Cursor Monologue
fragmented experimental freestyle rap, anti-hook structure, breath-driven phrasing,strong MPC drunken Groove, Swing breakcore Rock incomplete sentences, off-grid vocal timing, emotional leakage, no clear chorus, phantom hook illusion, minimal beat, spatial drift. sonic riot fueled by distorted fuzz and raw adrenaline. It is the sound of a concrete jungle shattering under the weight of a heavy bassline, where every scream is a declaration of defiance and every beat a high-speed chase through the soul of Brooklyn
Cursor Monologue
fragmented experimental freestyle rap, anti-hook structure, breath-driven phrasing,strong MPC drunken Groove, Swing breakcore Rock incomplete sentences, off-grid vocal timing, emotional leakage, no clear chorus, phantom hook illusion, minimal beat, spatial drift. sonic riot fueled by distorted fuzz and raw adrenaline. It is the sound of a concrete jungle shattering under the weight of a heavy bassline, where every scream is a declaration of defiance and every beat a high-speed chase through the soul of Brooklyn
Lyrics
[Intro]
カーソルが
あっちこっちへ
落ち着きなく 泳いでいる
誰のせいでもないのに
通知の赤が
胸の内側を点滅させる
[verse 1]
スクロールの速度で
気持ちも上下して
いいねの数で
体温が決まる
クリックする前の
一瞬のためらいが
今日いちばんの
本音だったりする
未送信の言葉が
タブの奥で増殖して
閉じたはずのウィンドウから
また 私がのぞいている
カーソルは
白くて小さいのに—
私よりも
よく迷う—
決定ボタンの上で
震えながら
選ばなかった未来を—
何度もなぞる—
追いつきたい—
追いつけない—
置いていかれる—
感情は
バッファの中で溶けて
まだ処理中のまま—
焦げつきそうな
クレジットみたいに
心の残高だけが
減っていく—
[Break]
それでも
ログアウトはしない—
[Hook]
ここにいることだけは
まだ— （まだ）
まだ— （まだ）
まだ— （まだ）
キャンセルしていないから
（まだ）
[Outro]
カーソルは
今日も揺れている—
決められないまま
生きている消去みたいに
[End]
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[Intro]
the cursor
keeps drifting
restlessly
from side to side
even though
it’s nobody’s fault
the red glow
of notifications
keeps blinking
inside my chest
⸻
[Verse 1]
my feelings rise and fall
with the speed of scrolling
my body temperature
decided by the number of likes
that tiny hesitation
before I click
might’ve been
the truest thing
I felt today
unsent words
multiply
behind open tabs
and from windows
I thought I closed
I see myself
looking back again
the cursor—
small
white
yet somehow
more lost than me
hovering
over the confirm button
trembling
tracing over
the futures
I never chose
again
and again
trying to catch up—
unable to catch up—
being left behind—
my emotions
melt inside the buffer
still
processing—
like a credit line
about to burn out
only the balance
inside my heart
keeps dropping—
⸻
[Break]
even so—
I still
don’t log out
⸻
[Hook]
because being here
still—
(still)
still—
(still)
still—
(still)
hasn’t been canceled yet
(still)
⸻
[Outro]
the cursor
keeps shaking today too—
living
like an unfinished delete
unable to decide
[End]