I feel like a waste right now

Tryna keep it low but I break somehow

Think I lost count, can’t track it down

All these days I just drown, not okay, no sound

And I swear it’s my fault again

Feel it climb from my chest to my throat, then

Maybe I should just stay in

Turn it up, shut the world out, ghost them

If I say it out loud, would it change anything?

Or just echo back every doubt I bring?

Maybe I should learn to say I’m hurting

Let it fall out, even if my voice breaks

Maybe I should stop this slow burnin’

Every dream I had, every chance I waste

I’m so tired of the way I keep hiding

Tired of the mask, every version I fake

Maybe I should

Yeah, maybe I should

Let somebody see me this way

Same chair, same screen, same scroll

Everybody else lookin’ locked, in control

I’m stuck on pause while they all go

Tryna play a part that I don’t even know

Rehearse every line in my head

“If I’m good?” yeah, that’s what I said

Fake a smile, laugh instead

Then rewind every word I regret

If I told the truth, would it all fall apart?

Or would someone stay when I show my scars?

Maybe I should learn to say I’m hurting

Let it fall out, even if my voice breaks

Maybe I should stop this slow burnin’

Every dream I had, every chance I waste

I’m so tired of the way I keep hiding

Tired of the mask, every version I fake

Maybe I should

Yeah, maybe I should

Let somebody see me this way

What if I don’t have to fix it tonight

What if just breathing means I survived

If I say it real and the room goes quiet

Would you stay… would you stay by my side

Maybe I should learn to say I’m hurting

Let it fall out, let it finally break

Maybe I should give this heart purpose

Even if it bends, even if it aches

I’m so tired of the way I keep hiding

Tired of pretending I’m fine every day

Maybe I should

Yeah, maybe I should

Let somebody see me this way