Im so stuck in this

Routine

Smile and laugh

And hide it all

But i tell my best friend

Summer knows it all

You say you

Know everything

But my friends know

more then u

Say that i can trust

You

But i never really

Will

Because its such

Uh lie

You said u would burn it

All

Damn that really hurt

I support you

So why cant u

Give that to

I let u vent to me

But when i come to you

Im told to shut up

Keep your opinion to

You

So crazy yes sometimes

Im invalid

But its still

So one sided

Im sorry but no offense

Your on some real

Bullshit

I wanna be the

Perfect girl

With parents who

Support her

No matter what

But god that

Shit cuts

You only know

What i want u to

Know

My friends know so much

The depression carried

Cuts

The tears i shed

When i log

Off

They know so much about

My bad days

And the pressure i put on myself

The perfectly

Imperfect girl