I love you 💔

Sadness decided to join me for a while
Prickly little prick that one is
Or is that me?
Maybe...
It still follows me after walking for miles
It just won't leave me in peace
But in pieces
Maybe...
I'll just wait here, for it to leave
I think I'm ready
Maybe...

Was this even a promise broken?
Is this the wrong road I've taken?
Should you be surprised if the hand you held pulled back after you spat on it?
Is it even you that's fallen?
Is this the right path I've chosen?
A heart can only heal if nobody stole the pieces when they broke it

What if the hate that you carry for yourself
Stops you from accepting love from others
Could you really blame them for choosing to save themselves?
Instead of falling with you deeper
Do people really always leave you?
Or are they cast out by your spells?
Is it me? Is it you?
Are you absolutely sure you can tell?

Was this even a promise broken?
Is this the wrong road I've taken?
Should you be surprised if the hand you held pulled back after you spat on it?
Is it even you that's fallen?
Is this the right path I've chosen?
A heart can only heal if nobody stole the pieces when they broke it

You're crying and I'm crying
I miss you and you miss me
Tell me, just between me and you...
What the fuck did I do?

Was this even a promise broken?
Is this the wrong road I've taken?
Should you be surprised if the hand you held pulled back after you spat on it?
Is it even you that's fallen?
Is this the right path I've chosen?
A heart can only heal if nobody stole the pieces when they broke it

A heart can only heal
If it finds all its pieces