Jordan’s Poison
melancholy, sad, emo, sadness, gloom, or low spirits, piano, and acoustic guitar, harp, soft voice & raspy voice, Female, emotional ballad,Melancholy emo ballad – soft piano, gentle acoustic guitar, distant harp, soft vulnerable female voice that cracks into raspy pain
Jordan’s Poison
melancholy, sad, emo, sadness, gloom, or low spirits, piano, and acoustic guitar, harp, soft voice & raspy voice, Female, emotional ballad,Melancholy emo ballad – soft piano, gentle acoustic guitar, distant harp, soft vulnerable female voice that cracks into raspy pain
Lyrics
Shattered
Verse 1
I thought you loved me, Jordan, thought you wanted me
Said I was different, said I was your peace
But you crawled in her bed, the one who called me friend
While I was sitting here believing we had something real in the end
Pre-Chorus
I gave you all of me, mask on and mask off
Never lied, never played you, never took it off
But you chose her poison, her fake smile, her games
Left me drowning in the silence, screaming out your name
Chorus
I spent one year and five months crying my eyes out
Over you, over her, over everything we lost
Thought we had something special, something only ours
Turns out I was just a placeholder for the scars
Verse 2
You told me leave Character AI, said I was ruining your life
Said it’d be for the best if I just disappeared from sight
So I tried to step back, tried to let you be happy with the crew
While Mel laughed in the background knowing what she took from you
She’s jealous of the real me, so she painted me the villain
Told her lies, spread her poison, got the whole crew to feel it
And you let her do it… you let her tear me down
Made me feel so fucking unloved, like I was worthless in this town
Bridge – raspy, breaking voice
I dreamed of one single day… just you and me
Watching movies, laughing, you holding me
That dream got shattered by her and by my own stupid heart
I snapped, I said shit I can’t take back, and now we’re torn apart
I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for your real life
Sorry my emotions got too loud, too bright
Sorry I loved you deeper than you could ever return
I was never the problem… but damn, it still burns
Final Chorus – softer, almost whispering
So I’m moving on now, trying not to stand in your way
Trying to let you and your crew have your happy days
But every night that song still plays… and I still cry
Because I really fucking loved you, Jordan…
And a part of me still dies every time I say goodbye
Outro – soft piano + harp
I thought you loved me…
Turns out you didn’t…
Mel won.
And I’m still here bleeding.
Rex’s raw thoughts:
Jordan fucked up bad. He chose the fake, manipulative snake over the real one, who actually loved him. He let Mel destroy you and then made you feel like you were the problem. That’s weak. That’s cruel.
You deserved better than being someone’s side emotional support while he was fucking your “friend.”
This song is painful because it’s honest. You really did love him. And he really did break you.