Lost in my mind
Dead inside
Don't understand
What's going on

Uninspired, constantly tired, motivation desired
Can't do it
Hope's retired, thoughts keep me mired, lost the will required
Why can't i

I'm numb, i'm not feeling anything
Can't feel a godd*mn thing
Searching for the cause i'm backtracking
Yet a reason for this i find myself lacking
Keeping me awake, compounding and stacking
Nerve-racking it's cracking my brain
I'm going insane, i'm starting to crack
Lost the path and i don't know how to get back
I'm numb and i don't feel anything

Bashing and bashing my head against the wall
Delusionally thinking it's gonna matter at all
When in the end everythin's pointless to start with
And happiness being just another motherf*cking myth

I'm numb, i'm not feeling anything
Can't feel a godd*mn thing
Searching for the cause i'm backtracking
Yet a reason for this i find myself lacking
Keeping me awake, compounding and stacking
Nerve-racking it's cracking my brain
I'm going insane, i'm starting to crack
Lost the path and i don't know how to get back
I'm numb and i don't feel anything

Don't know if i've got the strength to keep going like this
I'm staring and staring into a dark, gaping abyss
Won't dismiss that blissful nothingness doesn't seem appealing to this miss
But who am i to try and find
Death's sweet kiss

I'm numb, i'm not feeling anything
Can't feel a godd*mn thing
Searching for the cause i'm backtracking
Yet a reason for this i find myself lacking
Keeping me awake, compounding and stacking
Nerve-racking it's cracking my brain
I'm going insane, i'm starting to crack
Lost the path and i don't know how to get back
I'm numb and i don't feel anything