Even though primate conditioning, habits and tendencies

have been so long established that I wasn’t able to let them go,

and the occlusions of terror, egoism, greed and jealousy have

all failed to be dissolved by the cleansing radiation and I have

wandered this far, there’s still something that can be done to

get myself out of this inevitable downslide toward the lower

dimensions of the labyrinth.

Now the guide of the element Air, the Almighty

Conqueror, along with the dissolving radiations of his grace,

will appear along with a light coming from the angelic dimension

proceeding from the passion of jealousy.

The green light of the primal form of concept will shine

toward me. At the same time I am aware that the green aura of

the Unborn Balancer of Almighty Power, seated on a floating

throne has descended upon the form of the beloved, who is

filled with the presence of the Great Mother, surrounded by a

rainbow of light.

The primal component of consciousness called “concept”

will shine as the green light of wisdom, dazzlingly green, transparently

clear and radiant, beautiful and terrifying, surrounded

by globes of green radiance. Coming out of the heart of the

beloved will be a shock of brilliant radiation. I remain calm

and clear, remembering myself as a voyager and not a body

and mind, bathed in a state of high indifference and high attention.

Along with the brilliant green radiation I feel a soft red

light coming from the dimension of Purgatory. It is produced

from the tendency to feel jealousy toward others, and the

habitual desire to engage in intrigue. Repulsion and disgust,

even deliberately aroused, will only make it worse.

Since the brilliant green radiation dissolves all tendencies

of jealousy, I may view it as a threat if I feel unable to function

without jealousy and envy; the radiation may terrify me and

make me want to run, but the only place I can hide is in lower

dimensions, so I won’t try to hide from it. That soft, seductive

red light is going to look pretty inviting and safe just about

now, because it will allow me to hold on to my jealousy, but I

won’t give in to it; I recognize the brilliant green light as my

ally, as wisdom itself.

Letting go of my struggle against its work of dissolving

my tendencies toward jealousy and envy, I bathe in the grace

of the beloved, forming my attention in the following way:

I rejoice in the dissolving radiation; even if I try to

withdraw it will follow me since it’s a part of my own

nature. I don’t want to drift into the soft red light of the

lower dimensions. The light of the lower dimensions is

the accumulated path of intensified jealousy. If I become

attracted to it I will be reborn into that dimension, and

will constantly have to protect myself by intrigue and

spitefulness. Obviously that’s another obstruction in the

path of liberation, so I should avoid it. I let my tendencies

of jealousy be stripped away by the cleansing ray of

green light.

Wandering in the six lower dimensions

because of the power of jealousy,

on the radiant path of light

of the all-performing wisdom,

May I be led by the guide of the labyrinth,

May the Beloved be my protector,

May I be led safely across

the shocking ambush of the labyrinth,

And may I be placed in the state

of the pure and shining void.

If I have concentrated my attention sincerely and with

humility, I will merge into the heart of the beloved in a rainbow

bridge of light and attain liberation within the voidness of the

void.