
Cathedral Ash Cling
Spoken word, occasional trap, multi-tap delays on vocals at random points throughout entire piece, gritty unknown sounds, drifting into dudstep

Cathedral Ash Cling
Spoken word, occasional trap, multi-tap delays on vocals at random points throughout entire piece, gritty unknown sounds, drifting into dudstep
Lyrics
In the hidden republics of flesh, where warmth and moisture conspire in secret, gonorrhea arrives not as a conqueror with banners, but as a patient saboteur — microscopic, pale, and innumerable. The bacterium drifts through intimate passageways like ash in a cathedral, fastening itself to vulnerable cells with the stubborn certainty of burrs caught in velvet. It does not roar. It clings.
At first there is only suspicion.
A faint irritation blooms in the urethra, subtle as a grain of sand trapped beneath an eyelid. Then the sensation deepens. Urination becomes an act of trespass against one’s own anatomy: a thread of fire drawn slowly through a narrow tube of living tissue. The body, alarmed, floods the invaded corridors with immune cells, and the conflict turns the delicate membranes angry and swollen — red, tender, glistening with inflammation.
Soon comes the discharge.
Not clean blood, not clear fluid, but a thick seepage the color of spoiled cream or yellow paint left too long in the sun. It gathers at openings in reluctant beads, sticky and foul, carrying within it the wreckage of cellular war: dead leukocytes, bacterial colonies, dissolved tissue. The smell can be faintly metallic, sour, intimate in the worst possible way — the scent of something biological going wrong in secret.
Inside the body the infection spreads along mucosal surfaces with unnerving efficiency. In throats it may sit like invisible mildew, roughening the swallow, coating the tonsils with pale exudate. In the rectum it can produce a deep, humiliating ache, a pressure that feels like splintered glass hidden beneath flesh. The tissues swell; mucus thickens; nerves awaken and protest. Every movement acquires awareness.
And still the bacteria multiply.
Under magnification, they appear almost decorative: paired spheres pressed together like twin coffee beans. Yet their beauty is monstrous. They evade immune attack with biochemical disguises, changing their surface proteins like thieves changing coats in alleyways. The body recognizes the invader, attacks furiously, and still fails to fully remember it. Reinfection becomes tragically possible, as though the immune system itself has been deceived by a familiar liar.
Untreated, the consequences become operatic.
In women, the infection may ascend beyond the cervix into the uterus and fallopian tubes, transforming reproductive organs into chambers of inflammation. Scar tissue forms silently, strand by strand, like cobwebs spun inside machinery. Fever rises. Pelvic pain deepens into something heavy and tidal. Fertility itself can be altered by these microscopic trespasses, the pathways for future life narrowed or sealed by scars invisible from the outside.
In men, the epididymis may swell into a hard, throbbing cord behind the testicle, hot with inflammation. Walking becomes tender labor. Sitting demands negotiation. The body carries its suffering in silence beneath ordinary clothing.
And in rare cases, the infection escapes into the bloodstream.
Then gonorrhea becomes nomadic. It seeds itself in joints, where knees and wrists swell with fluid and agony. Tendons burn. Skin erupts with scattered lesions — small, angry islands of inflammation on the extremities. The victim feels not merely infected, but occupied.
Yet the cruelest aspect of gonorrhea is often its invisibility.
Many carry it with no symptoms at all. No burning. No discharge. No warning trumpet. The body becomes a quiet reservoir while damage accumulates in darkness. Desire continues. Trust continues. Transmission continues. The bacterium thrives not merely because it infects flesh, but because it exploits silence, embarrassment, hesitation — all the fragile social membranes surrounding sex itself.
And modern medicine, though powerful, is locked in an escalating duel with it.
Antibiotics once struck the infection down easily. Now resistant strains emerge across the world like hardened survivors of old wars, carrying genetic adaptations that blunt entire classes of drugs. Laboratories track them with wary attention. Physicians alter treatment protocols. The bacterium endures, evolving in microscopic increments while humanity scrambles to keep pace.
Thus gonorrhea remains a profoundly ancient enemy: unseen, intimate, inflamed with biological persistence. Not dramatic enough for legends, perhaps — no plague bells, no blackened cities — but devastating in quieter ways. A disease of hidden corridors, burning nerves, secretions, scars, and the unnerving realization that something smaller than dust can humble the vast architecture of the human body.
