【English lyrics below】

桌上的遺書

放了一陣子

繩子掛在牆邊

一直沒動過

一天一天的頭痛

什麼都沒有改變

每天都一樣

早上起來 還是想睡

有時候 我想好好活著

有時候 只想死掉

我真的努力過了

可是就是 沒辦法

感覺自己被困在腦袋裡

動不了 逃不掉

我真的試過了

但好像 沒人知道

我死的那一天

才是自由的那一天

這條路 走到黑

早就不想回

我已經 不想等

也沒人會心疼

就算我消失了

也沒人會記得

他們都說 要我加油

但他們根本不懂

我撐著笑 給他們看

心裡已經空洞

我知道 自己編了很多謊

騙別人 我很好

但那只是 習慣了偽裝

早就麻木了

他們說我還有希望

說我只是累了

但我早就 不想聽了

只是想要睡了

我死的那一天

終於不用再熬夜

再也不用假裝

再也不用疲憊

我已經 不想等

誰都拉不住我

就算我走了

也沒人在乎我

有時候 我也想過留下

再撐一下會不會好一點

可是每次睜開眼

都是一樣的黑

每天醒來 只是熬一天

再等等 也沒人發現

這條路 一直走

走到盡頭也沒人陪

我累了 不想再演了

再撐 也沒意義了

如果明天 不用醒來

那就好了

(那就好了~~~)

我死的那一天

就是自由的那一天

這一生 太辛苦

我想休息了

別來問為什麼

也別說還愛我

這是我最後的

選擇

OHHhoo~~OHHhoo~~

我的選擇~~~

我的選擇~~~

(選擇~~~)

【Outro】

我終於

不用再想了

各位再見...

有緣再見...

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The suicide note on the table

Has been there for a while

The noose hanging on the wall

Has never been touched

Day after day, the headache persists

Nothing ever changes

Every day is the same

In the morning when I wake, I still want to sleep

Sometimes I want to live properly

Sometimes I just want to die

I really have tried

But there’s just no way

I feel trapped inside my own head

Unable to move, unable to escape

I really have tried

But it seems no one knows

The day I die

Will be the day of my freedom

This road, walking into darkness,

I never wanted to return from

I no longer want to wait

And no one would care

Even if I vanish

No one would remember me

They all tell me to keep fighting

But they just don’t understand

I force a smile for them to see

While inside I’m already empty

I know I’ve told so many lies

Pretending to others that I’m fine

But that’s merely the habit of disguise

I’ve long become numb

They say I still have hope

Saying I’m just tired

But I’ve long stopped wanting to listen

I just want to sleep

The day I die

I will finally no longer have to stay up late

Never again need to pretend

Never again feel exhausted

I no longer want to wait

No one can hold me back

Even if I leave

No one will care

Sometimes, I even consider staying

Wondering if holding on a little longer might make things better

But every time I open my eyes

It’s the same endless darkness

Waking up each day is just enduring another day

No matter how long I wait, no one notices

This road I keep walking

Even if it leads to the end, no one is by my side

I’m tired, I don’t want to perform anymore

There’s no meaning in holding on

If tomorrow I don’t have to wake up

Then that would be fine

(Then that would be fine~~~)

The day I die

Will be the day of my freedom

This life is too hard

I just want to rest

Don’t ask me why

And don’t say you still love me

This is my final

Choice

OhhhooOhhhoo

My choice~~~

My choice~~~

(Choice~~~)

I finally

Don’t have to think anymore

Goodbye, everyone...

Until we meet again if fate allows...