Disappearing Balance
Dance / Symphonic EDM / Gothic Metal, dark ritualistic and cinematic, build a track where chamber strings and winds move in restrained, tense phrases over deep kicks and tribal toms, gradually introducing distorted guitars that carry an emo-punk edge while keeping low-end tight and controlled, male lead vocals sit forward and intimate as high female choir accents bloom in the upper register to reinforce hooks without washing the mix, allow slight timing imperfections and unstable textures to remain as intention, evolving from sparse pulses into a dense, towering climax with memorable lead guitar motifs and relentless rhythmic patterns, maintaining clarity, dynamic contrast, and spatial depth throughout
Disappearing Balance
Dance / Symphonic EDM / Gothic Metal, dark ritualistic and cinematic, build a track where chamber strings and winds move in restrained, tense phrases over deep kicks and tribal toms, gradually introducing distorted guitars that carry an emo-punk edge while keeping low-end tight and controlled, male lead vocals sit forward and intimate as high female choir accents bloom in the upper register to reinforce hooks without washing the mix, allow slight timing imperfections and unstable textures to remain as intention, evolving from sparse pulses into a dense, towering climax with memorable lead guitar motifs and relentless rhythmic patterns, maintaining clarity, dynamic contrast, and spatial depth throughout
Lyrics
As the numbers rose, he lost himself; in the quiet of the night, he begins to unravel. Within that unfilled space, he finally understands—worth isn’t measured in money, but in the freedom to choose again.
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ーーThe English lyrics are written below the Japanese lyricsーー
[Verse 1]
終電のない街で
残高だけ増えた
満たすほど減っていく
中身だけ抜けていく
鏡の前で希望を忘れてる
[Pre Chorus]
止まれなかったのは
負けるのが怖くて
[Chorus]
The more I earned, the more I disappeared
Watching numbers climb so high
これは俺じゃない
お金だけじゃ満たされない
今は少しだけ息ができる
ゆるい時間の中で
やっと自分を選べる
[Verse 2]
この速さじゃなくて
生きてもいいだろう
ジム帰りの風やけに優しくて
何もないのに満ちていく夜だ
[Pre Chorus]
戻れない過去と
捨てきれない夢
[Chorus]
The more I let go, the lighter I feel
Like I’m learning how to move
これは誰でもない俺の人生だ
理由なんてない 外に出るだけ
それでいいだろう
好きなままでいい
[Bridge]
遅いなんて言うなよ
早く走りすぎただけ
やり直しじゃなくていい
ここから選べばいい
[Chorus]
Even if I don’t know why I tried so hard
I don’t need more to feel alive
守りたかったのはこの先の自由だ
今はこのまま歩いていく
軽い足音で好きでいさせてくれ
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[Verse 1]
In a city where the last train’s gone
Only my balance kept going up
The more I tried to fill the void
The more I felt it hollow out
Staring in the mirror, I forgot what hope was
[Pre-Chorus]
I couldn’t slow it down
I was too afraid to lose
[Chorus]
The more I earned, the more I disappeared
Watching numbers climb so high
This ain’t who I am
Money never fills the space inside
Now I can finally breathe a little
In this slow, easy time
I’m learning how to choose myself
[Verse 2]
Maybe I don’t need to live that fast
Maybe this pace is enough
The breeze after the gym feels softer somehow
A night with nothing, yet I feel so full
[Pre-Chorus]
A past I can’t go back to
A dream I can’t let go
[Chorus]
The more I let go, the lighter I feel
Like I’m learning how to move
This is my life—no one else’s
No reason needed, just stepping outside
And maybe that’s enough
I can stay the way I love
[Bridge]
Don’t tell me I’m too late
I just ran too fast before
It’s not about starting over
I just choose from here
[Chorus]
Even if I don’t know why I tried so hard
I don’t need more to feel alive
All I wanted to protect was the freedom ahead
Now I just keep walking as I am
With lighter steps
Let me stay in love with who I am