Ooh yeah yeah

"Rushyyy"

7 years young, they was jumpin the gun

Now I run somethin, they jus jump when Im comin

I remember concrete pillows, the tears ran like willows

But now the only water 'round me is the deep end of the bill-ows

I used to cry rivers, now I own the river banks

Used to curse the curse, now I jus give thanks

Fo the 6th sense, the tense moments that made my mind an escape room

Slept in my own head, landlord of a gray tomb

Uh, I get a tingle in my spirit, a ripple in the fabric

My intuition itchin, they movin real jurassic

I feel that enemy energy, that cold-blooded envy

They slither in the grass

I woke up, mind over matter, whats the matter with ur mind?

I smoke the wisdom, blow the ashes of the feelings left behind

My emotions on a higher elevation, levitatin

u catchin feelings? Im the quarterback, I intercept the hatin

u wouldnt kno the feelin, this aint no simple sensation

Its a full-body occupation, no vacancy, no vacation

This that adrenaline Rush, so much u feel it in ur dental

Consume u, exhume u, this feelin's fundamental

n u can slice the truth, dice the proof, its still the same consistency

u lookin like u carryin the world, thats some Atlas misery

Yeah, I kno they feel it, I see em shiftin in they spirit

So dont u ask me how Im feelin... u hear it, u jus dont hear it

I feel a way cus life paved the way

I feel Ideals aint real, my fate was signed, the stamp on it was steel

So how I feel some way is not a big deal, okay?

I feel the way I feel cus I drown fears n say I feel okay...

Yeah, its the principle, went thru the inferno, Im invincible

Lost in the emotional architecture, ceilings invisible

My heart was a mansion, they turned it to a rental

Now the vacancy sign is sentimental n detrimental

Truth is... (Truth is...)

Im fallin in the deep end, but the deep end got a heated pool

Yeah, fallin, fallin, but the bottom made of money, who's the fool?

Dont listen to ur lies, ur lips are jus a liability

I was out my feelings, now Im back in, check the stability

I got all this pain

Somebody hold me... from a distance, give me space

Feel what I feel when Im feelin immortal?

What do u do when u too high fo any portal?

This high is heaven-sent, but the side effects is hell

I can show u how it feels to fly, right before u fell

Feel so alive, I could probably die from the feelin

n theres truth in every joke, so when Im laughin, Im revealin

Big neglected, introspective, my pain's a private collection

n it goes on-n-on-n-on, a flawless, flawed perfection

No point in ventin if the room aint got no audio

Im done with my feelings, I jus put em on my cardio ...Rush

I feel a way cus life paved the way

I feel Ideals aint real, my fate was signed, the stamp on it was steel

So how I feel some way is not a big deal, okay?

I feel the way I feel cus I drown fears n say I feel okay...

"Rushyyy"