KIMI feat. Crimson Lupus - Play Myself Apart
Two contrasting voices: - Male voice [Juu]: deep, gritty, dark, half-spoken Japanese lines, Crimson Lupus energy. - Female voice [KIMI]: emotional J-Rock × trip-hop, slightly raspy, elegant, intense. Flow: - Start with male spoken Japanese intro (low, atmospheric). - Female enters singing the first verse with emotional rock-trip-hop tone. - Male returns in verse 2 with half-spoken Japanese/English blend. - Female dominates choruses with melodic power. - Male adds subtle background whispers in Japanese during breakdown. - Female leads the bridge and final chorus. Style: Emotional J-Rock × trip-hop × dark alternative with dramatic diva violin sections. Chaotic virtuoso violin intro, layered strings, atmospheric guitars, gritty bass, trip-hop drums. No EDM, no pop sheen, no neon.
𝕊𝔸𝕂𝕀·6:28
6:28
KIMI feat. Crimson Lupus - Play Myself Apart
Two contrasting voices: - Male voice [Juu]: deep, gritty, dark, half-spoken Japanese lines, Crimson Lupus energy. - Female voice [KIMI]: emotional J-Rock × trip-hop, slightly raspy, elegant, intense. Flow: - Start with male spoken Japanese intro (low, atmospheric). - Female enters singing the first verse with emotional rock-trip-hop tone. - Male returns in verse 2 with half-spoken Japanese/English blend. - Female dominates choruses with melodic power. - Male adds subtle background whispers in Japanese during breakdown. - Female leads the bridge and final chorus. Style: Emotional J-Rock × trip-hop × dark alternative with dramatic diva violin sections. Chaotic virtuoso violin intro, layered strings, atmospheric guitars, gritty bass, trip-hop drums. No EDM, no pop sheen, no neon.
Creator: 𝕊𝔸𝕂𝕀Release Date: May 22, 2026
Lyrics
Lyrics @sakisongs
sung by Rock Violinist Kimi and the Crimson Lupus front singer Juu
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Bei dem Song is alles schiefgegagngen, was schiefgehen kann, aber er ist dennoch total episch geworden xD
Sogar bei dem Bild für das Cover ging alles schief, sie waren vorher noch röter, aber nun ja.... ich hatte instant fantasien, warum die so rot sind... und ja....
genießt diesen chaotischen Song. er wurde in Etappen erstellt, die Etappen gingen fein schief - mehrmals... ich musste schneiden, endlos Schleifen unterbrechen... und ein fadeout einfügen... aber nun ja, mir gefällt er.
Und euch?
Everything that *could* go wrong with this song *did* go wrong—yet somehow, it still turned out totally epic xD
Even the cover art was a complete disaster; the colors were actually even redder at first, but—well... I instantly started having fantasies about *why* they were so red... and yeah...
Anyway, enjoy this chaotic track. It was created in stages, and those stages went spectacularly wrong—multiple times... I had to make cuts, interrupt endless loops... and even insert a fade-out... but hey—I like it.
How about you?
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[male voice – JUU, spoken Japanese]
静かにしろ…
この夜は、逃げ場なんてない。
音が真実を暴くんだ。
彼女の弦が震えるたびに、
隠してきた傷が…光り出す。
さあ、始めようか。
[female voice – KIMI, soft English echo]
Be still…
There’s no escape tonight.
Sound exposes every truth.
When my strings begin to tremble…
the hidden wounds start to shine.
So… shall we begin...
[female voice – KIMI, Verse 1]
My fingers wake the strings again,
a trembling truth beneath my skin.
I cut the silence with a steady bow,
a quiet storm that only I control.
Every note is just a wound I trace,
a fragile line I turn to grace.
You think I’m breaking when I fall apart?
I only fracture to create my art.
[male voice – JUU, Begin (Japanese, harsher, breath‑heavy)]
まだ終わらせない…
胸の奥で燃える声が、
俺を前へ押し出すんだ。
聞こえるだろ…？
闇の底で叫ぶ、
本当の俺が。begin?
[Chorus – both voices together]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[Verse 2 – male voice – JUU, Begin (Japanese, harsher, breath‑heavy)]
まだ終わらせない…
胸の奥で燃える声が、
俺を前へ押し出すんだ。
聞こえるだろ…？
闇の底で叫ぶ、
本当の俺が。
[Chorus – both voices together]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[male voice – JUU, Verse 2]
まだ消えない 胸のざわめきが
俺の弱さを 暴き出していく
逃げたいほどに 痛むくせに
それでも前へ 踏み出してしまう
壊れた声で 叫んだ願いが
闇の隙間で まだ息をしてる
[Chorus – both voices together, final]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[Interlude – soft, drifting, mostly instrumental]
息を整えて…
the echoes slowly falling away…
静かな光が
softly pulling everything to rest…
[Outro – gentle ending - KIMI + Juu]
もう大丈夫だよ…
It’s okay, I’m finally breathing again.
夜が明けていく
The darkness fades, and I can see the way.
手放していく痛みも
Even the pain I carried starts to drift away…
ここで終わりにしよう
Here’s where I let it end.
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FULL EN Translation for the non japanese onces:
[male voice – JUU, spoken]
Be quiet…
On this night, there is nowhere to escape.
Sound exposes the truth.
Every time her strings tremble,
the wounds I’ve been hiding begin to shine.
So… shall we begin?
[female voice – KIMI, soft echo]
Be still…
There’s no escape tonight.
Sound exposes every truth.
When my strings begin to tremble…
the hidden wounds start to shine.
So… shall we begin...
[female voice – KIMI, Verse 1]
My fingers wake the strings again,
a trembling truth beneath my skin.
I cut the silence with a steady bow,
a quiet storm that only I control.
Every note is just a wound I trace,
a fragile line I turn to grace.
You think I’m breaking when I fall apart?
I only fracture to create my art.
[male voice – JUU, Begin (harsher, breath-heavy)]
I won’t let this end yet…
The voice burning deep inside my chest
pushes me forward.
You hear it, don’t you…?
The one screaming from the bottom of the dark—
the real me.
Begin?
[Chorus – both voices together]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[Verse 2 – male voice – JUU, Begin (harsher, breath-heavy)]
I won’t let this end yet…
The voice burning deep inside my chest
pushes me forward.
You hear it, don’t you…?
The one screaming from the bottom of the dark—
the real me.
[Chorus – both voices together]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[male voice – JUU, Verse 2]
The unrest in my chest still hasn’t faded,
and it keeps exposing my weakness.
It hurts so much I want to run,
yet still, I step forward.
The wish I screamed with a broken voice
is still breathing in the cracks of the dark.
[Chorus – both voices together, final]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[Interlude – soft, drifting, mostly instrumental]
Catching my breath…
the echoes slowly falling away…
A quiet light
softly pulling everything to rest…
[Outro – gentle ending – KIMI + JUU]
It’s okay… I’m finally breathing again.
The night is fading,
and I can see the way.
Even the pain I carried
begins to drift away…
Here’s where I let it end.
sung by Rock Violinist Kimi and the Crimson Lupus front singer Juu
----
Bei dem Song is alles schiefgegagngen, was schiefgehen kann, aber er ist dennoch total episch geworden xD
Sogar bei dem Bild für das Cover ging alles schief, sie waren vorher noch röter, aber nun ja.... ich hatte instant fantasien, warum die so rot sind... und ja....
genießt diesen chaotischen Song. er wurde in Etappen erstellt, die Etappen gingen fein schief - mehrmals... ich musste schneiden, endlos Schleifen unterbrechen... und ein fadeout einfügen... aber nun ja, mir gefällt er.
Und euch?
Everything that *could* go wrong with this song *did* go wrong—yet somehow, it still turned out totally epic xD
Even the cover art was a complete disaster; the colors were actually even redder at first, but—well... I instantly started having fantasies about *why* they were so red... and yeah...
Anyway, enjoy this chaotic track. It was created in stages, and those stages went spectacularly wrong—multiple times... I had to make cuts, interrupt endless loops... and even insert a fade-out... but hey—I like it.
How about you?
----
[male voice – JUU, spoken Japanese]
静かにしろ…
この夜は、逃げ場なんてない。
音が真実を暴くんだ。
彼女の弦が震えるたびに、
隠してきた傷が…光り出す。
さあ、始めようか。
[female voice – KIMI, soft English echo]
Be still…
There’s no escape tonight.
Sound exposes every truth.
When my strings begin to tremble…
the hidden wounds start to shine.
So… shall we begin...
[female voice – KIMI, Verse 1]
My fingers wake the strings again,
a trembling truth beneath my skin.
I cut the silence with a steady bow,
a quiet storm that only I control.
Every note is just a wound I trace,
a fragile line I turn to grace.
You think I’m breaking when I fall apart?
I only fracture to create my art.
[male voice – JUU, Begin (Japanese, harsher, breath‑heavy)]
まだ終わらせない…
胸の奥で燃える声が、
俺を前へ押し出すんだ。
聞こえるだろ…？
闇の底で叫ぶ、
本当の俺が。begin?
[Chorus – both voices together]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[Verse 2 – male voice – JUU, Begin (Japanese, harsher, breath‑heavy)]
まだ終わらせない…
胸の奥で燃える声が、
俺を前へ押し出すんだ。
聞こえるだろ…？
闇の底で叫ぶ、
本当の俺が。
[Chorus – both voices together]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[male voice – JUU, Verse 2]
まだ消えない 胸のざわめきが
俺の弱さを 暴き出していく
逃げたいほどに 痛むくせに
それでも前へ 踏み出してしまう
壊れた声で 叫んだ願いが
闇の隙間で まだ息をしてる
[Chorus – both voices together, final]
光の中へ 手を伸ばして
Reaching for the light that’s still so far away
壊れた夢も まだ歌えるから
Even shattered dreams can find a voice again today
心の奥で 呼び合う声が
A quiet call inside my chest is pulling me through
闇を裂いて 未来へ導く
It cuts through all the darkness, leading me to you
もう一度だけ 強くなれる
Just one more time, I’ll rise and stand my ground
君となら 越えていける
With you beside me, nothing can hold me down
[Interlude – soft, drifting, mostly instrumental]
息を整えて…
the echoes slowly falling away…
静かな光が
softly pulling everything to rest…
[Outro – gentle ending - KIMI + Juu]
もう大丈夫だよ…
It’s okay, I’m finally breathing again.
夜が明けていく
The darkness fades, and I can see the way.
手放していく痛みも
Even the pain I carried starts to drift away…
ここで終わりにしよう
Here’s where I let it end.
---
FULL EN Translation for the non japanese onces:
[male voice – JUU, spoken]
Be quiet…
On this night, there is nowhere to escape.
Sound exposes the truth.
Every time her strings tremble,
the wounds I’ve been hiding begin to shine.
So… shall we begin?
[female voice – KIMI, soft echo]
Be still…
There’s no escape tonight.
Sound exposes every truth.
When my strings begin to tremble…
the hidden wounds start to shine.
So… shall we begin...
[female voice – KIMI, Verse 1]
My fingers wake the strings again,
a trembling truth beneath my skin.
I cut the silence with a steady bow,
a quiet storm that only I control.
Every note is just a wound I trace,
a fragile line I turn to grace.
You think I’m breaking when I fall apart?
I only fracture to create my art.
[male voice – JUU, Begin (harsher, breath-heavy)]
I won’t let this end yet…
The voice burning deep inside my chest
pushes me forward.
You hear it, don’t you…?
The one screaming from the bottom of the dark—
the real me.
Begin?
[Chorus – both voices together]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[Verse 2 – male voice – JUU, Begin (harsher, breath-heavy)]
I won’t let this end yet…
The voice burning deep inside my chest
pushes me forward.
You hear it, don’t you…?
The one screaming from the bottom of the dark—
the real me.
[Chorus – both voices together]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[male voice – JUU, Verse 2]
The unrest in my chest still hasn’t faded,
and it keeps exposing my weakness.
It hurts so much I want to run,
yet still, I step forward.
The wish I screamed with a broken voice
is still breathing in the cracks of the dark.
[Chorus – both voices together, final]
I reach my hand into the light,
still so far away.
Because even shattered dreams
can still be sung today.
A quiet call inside my chest
is pulling me through.
It cuts through all the darkness,
leading me to you.
Just one more time,
I can become strong again.
If I’m with you,
nothing can hold me down.
[Interlude – soft, drifting, mostly instrumental]
Catching my breath…
the echoes slowly falling away…
A quiet light
softly pulling everything to rest…
[Outro – gentle ending – KIMI + JUU]
It’s okay… I’m finally breathing again.
The night is fading,
and I can see the way.
Even the pain I carried
begins to drift away…
Here’s where I let it end.