Mental Dialysis
A brutally heavy modern metalcore track with a cold psychological atmosphere and a suffocating sense of inner collapse. The song opens with dark ambience, warped clean guitar, deep sub pulse and distant metallic noise before dropping into punishing low-tuned riffs, tight mechanical double kicks and dissonant lead stabs. The verses feel violent and unstable, the pre-choruses pull back just enough to build pressure, and the choruses explode with crushing guitars, relentless drums, huge melody and layered vocals. The breakdown is slow, catastrophic and oppressive with massive downbeat chugs, violent sub drops, scraping feedback and suffocating pauses. A ghostly interlude briefly strips the song down before the final chorus returns at maximum weight. Dense modern production, huge low end, sharp lead work, dark ambient layers, savage screams and powerful melodic vocals
Mental Dialysis
A brutally heavy modern metalcore track with a cold psychological atmosphere and a suffocating sense of inner collapse. The song opens with dark ambience, warped clean guitar, deep sub pulse and distant metallic noise before dropping into punishing low-tuned riffs, tight mechanical double kicks and dissonant lead stabs. The verses feel violent and unstable, the pre-choruses pull back just enough to build pressure, and the choruses explode with crushing guitars, relentless drums, huge melody and layered vocals. The breakdown is slow, catastrophic and oppressive with massive downbeat chugs, violent sub drops, scraping feedback and suffocating pauses. A ghostly interlude briefly strips the song down before the final chorus returns at maximum weight. Dense modern production, huge low end, sharp lead work, dark ambient layers, savage screams and powerful melodic vocals
Lyrics
Dead air
Inside my mind
Mental dialysis
Filter the poison but keep me sick
Scrape every thought from the walls of my skull
Still something rotten remains in it
I studied the fracture, named every shade
Mapped all the damage I carry within
But every conclusion collapses at once
And feeds the disorder again
I’ve been carved hollow for so long
I can’t tell absence from relief
Every nerve is wrapped in static
Every mirror lies to me
Lies to me
There’s a sickness in my wiring
A distortion in the stream
Every piece of me divided
Every thought split at the seam
I don’t know what still is human
I don’t know what still is mine
I just feel the dead air moving
Through the chambers of my mind
Dead air
Inside my
Psychoanalysis only made the horror articulate
Gave a voice to every shadow, every impulse, every break
Now I hear myself in fragments
Now I watch my spirit thin
Like a ghost pressed in the outline
Of a body I’m still in
I wore the numbness like a birthmark
Let it spread beneath the bone
Now the silence has a language
And it sounds like coming home
Coming home
There’s a sickness in my wiring
A distortion in the stream
Every piece of me divided
Every thought split at the seam
I don’t know what still is human
I don’t know what still is mine
I just feel the dead air moving
Through the chambers of my mind
If there’s a soul beneath the surface
Why does it recoil from light?
Why does every nerve go silent
When
I try
to feel
alive!
TO FEEL ALIVE!
Despite all progress made
I vanish more each day
A translucent shape
A name without a face
There’s a sickness in my wiring
A distortion in the stream
Every piece of me divided
Every thought split at the seam
I don’t know what still is human
I don’t know what still is mine
I just feel the dead air moving
Through the chambers of my mind
Through the chambers of my mind
Drain the noise
Keep the sickness