I wish I was normal
I wish my body was whole
It's like I got a void in my soul
Love pours in and straight out through the hole
It drains the love that I hold
It hollows the heart that I know
I wish I was normal
I wish my body was whole

I'm alive, I'm still alive
But when I'm trying to stand my will's always breaking
It'd be easier to cry
I swear I'm doing my best, but I'm just tired of failing
I'm alive, I'm still alive
But when I try to leave my bed's always pulling
It'd be easier to die
I swear I'm doing my best though my heart's not willing

I wish I was normal
I wish my body was whole
It's like a vice grips my chest
And it holds onto it as if it'll never let go
I hope the dark slowly flows
Away from my guts for a minute of rest
I wish I was normal
I wish my body was whole

I'm alive, I'm still alive
But when I'm trying to stand my will's always breaking
It'd be easier to cry
I swear I'm doing my best, but I'm just tired of failing
I'm alive, I'm still alive
But when I try to leave my bed's always pulling
It'd be easier to die
I swear I'm doing my best though my heart's not willing

How do people feel without pain?
Are they just numb all the time?
How do people live without pain?
Do they all just fucking deny?
How the fuck do they live without pain?
Is there anything left to replace this dread in my brain?

I'm alive, I'm still alive
But fuck, I'm tired of just trying to survive
I think I'm failing
Will you hold me, I'm tired of crying
I'm alive, I'm still alive
But fuck, I'm tired of just trying to survive
My heart's not willing
Will you hold me, I think I'm dying