Ae (seven)
Ok
Alright


hearin this voice…
is it even talkin to me…

…damn

im...

tryin...

its not like...
im not

iv...

been...

pushin at every wall
I can see them...
Wantin to box me in

claustrophobia...
I can feal it..
it starting to
settle in

I....
can....
hear....
knockin on these walls
I think its panic tryin to get in again...

fuck i hate it

I can hear my phone ringin out
I just ignore it
I really dont feel
like talkin' now

its nothing personal
I promise
I just need a little time for me

I...

got these fealings of an impostor...

but you see this monster
inside of me
feels like hes getting louder
feels like he nos what the odds are

[Hook]
hearin this voice when its talkin to me
Wish it would tell me
if its me or if its not me
if it is then I can’t leave
guss I am what I am
I gotta be

got me wonderin'
about these tracks
is this really me
or should...
Hmm
should i start pushing back

got me wondering
if I could do better
Got me prayin
these sounds ain't soundin wack
When I play it back
wonderin if this monsters
me...
wonderin if this monster has my back

dropin real tracks from time to time
im gettin better
but
all these emotions
fuck
Keep it together

they say I should enjoy the climb
they say man you got this I can hear it in your rhymes
theres not alot around you that can do it like you do
but I no theres alot around me
that just want
me to choke
I think my monsters writing this
maybe my minds broke
and I dont wanna belive its true
But if my minds broke
Its confusing me
Tell me how I do what i do

crazy thoughts
all start to rush in
pen jots
fuck em all you got em

but thats not really how i feel
I no...I no...
I got to keep it real
hard to keep on track with all the noise
sounds so loud like my ears ringin out
And I no
I no
what to do

im slowly fealing myself evolving
im only dealing with these thoughts emergen
the sites are lookin good
feels like I should
check my vision
chest on fire
god damn I hope its intuition
Maybe my desire
tellen my self
maybe its this mission
its just so repetitive
Up at this again
Another all nighter
Got me wonderin' if im pushin at the right direction

my mind runs mental
my pen wants to scribble
my life so simple
if I leave out these riddles
maybe im better then I think
hole game watchin me
like why
Why wont they blink
I lie awake
wonderin if I got what it takes
I suppose its time
to make or break

Fuck it ima make a break from the pack
Instrumentals stacked in my backpack
Being honest on the Mike
Got me spitten facts
I just wanna relax
And all this pen wants to do
Is cut deep on these tracks
I tell myself breathe
inhale exhale
just tell myself
No doubt
I can hear him screamin in my head again
Monster fed make my bed just jot till you can hear exactly what my monster said
Like here we go again


[Hook]
hearin this voice when its talkin to me
Wish it would tell me
if its me or if its not me
if it is then I can’t leave
guss I am what I am
I gotta be

See....

This time...

Ima' let him take the wheel
So go ahead
This shits on you
Dont let me down