報酬は、さよなら (Houshuu wa, Sayonara) / Goodbye Is My Reward
cinematic piano ballad, melancholic vocals, orchestral buildup, emotional climax, subtle percussion, dramatic tension, anime soundtrack, gentle strings, bittersweet ending
Five Weeks of Love·2:46
2:46
報酬は、さよなら (Houshuu wa, Sayonara) / Goodbye Is My Reward
cinematic piano ballad, melancholic vocals, orchestral buildup, emotional climax, subtle percussion, dramatic tension, anime soundtrack, gentle strings, bittersweet ending
Creator: Five Weeks of LoveRelease Date: April 7, 2025
Lyrics
English lyrics below ⬇️
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[intro]
[lonely piano, ambient noise]
[Verse 1]
[soft piano, calm voice]
目を開けたら また始まる
数えきれない 終わりのない任務
感情なんて ただのノイズ
私に必要なのは ただひとつだけ
[Verse 2]
[quiet tension, strings]
なのに現れた 予想外の君
計画は崩れ 心は揺れた
なぜか懐かしい その笑顔が
私の世界を 壊していく
[Chorus 1]
[orchestral rise, emotional vocals]
こんな気持ち いらなかった
君がいなければ 痛くなかった
繰り返すたびに 増える傷跡
それでもなぜか 君を求めてた
[Verse 3]
[gentle reflection, minimalistic]
やっと気づいた 本当の願い
探していたのは 宝物じゃない
君が笑うなら 代償は私でいい
消えることなど 怖くないから
[Verse 4]
[strings buildup, resolution]
守りたいと 初めて思った
終わると知っても ここにいたかった
この手にある 最後の宝
君のために 置いていくから
[Bridge]
[orchestral climax, heartfelt]
さよならが 私の報酬なら
後悔なんて 一つもないよ
ありがとうと 言えないけど
君がくれたもの 忘れないから
[Chorus 2]
[dramatic fullness, acceptance]
私は消える 光の中へ
でも悲しくない もう怖くない
だって君と 出会えたことが
最後の任務（ミッション） 本当の答え
[Outro]
[piano fadeout, peaceful goodbye]
私がいない世界に
春が来るように
君だけは
幸せでいて——
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English lyrics
---
[Verse 1]
Eyes open wide, my mission restarts
A countless cycle, with unending parts
Feelings mean nothing, just noise to discard
There's only one thing I keep in my heart
[Verse 2]
Yet you appeared, unexpected, unknown
My plan fell apart, my heart overthrown
Why does your smile seem familiar and warm?
You're breaking my world, reshaping its form
[Chorus 1]
I never wanted these feelings inside
Without meeting you, I'd never have cried
Each loop leaves scars I can't comprehend
Yet still I search for your voice once again
[Verse 3]
I finally understood my real desire
Not the treasure I sought, but something higher
If your smile has a cost, let it be me
Disappearing is no longer frightening to see
[Verse 4]
For the first time, I wished to protect
Even knowing I'll fade, I chose to connect
This final treasure, I hold in my hand
I'll leave it with you, as gently as planned
[Bridge]
If goodbye is my reward today
Then I have no regrets, nothing left to say
Though I'll vanish without thanking you aloud
I'll cherish your gifts, forever proud
[Chorus 2]
Into the light, I quietly fade
No sorrow, no fear, my choice has been made
Because meeting you became my last quest
The final mission, the answer, my rest
[Outro]
In the world without me, let spring softly start
And may happiness always find your heart
---
[intro]
[lonely piano, ambient noise]
[Verse 1]
[soft piano, calm voice]
目を開けたら また始まる
数えきれない 終わりのない任務
感情なんて ただのノイズ
私に必要なのは ただひとつだけ
[Verse 2]
[quiet tension, strings]
なのに現れた 予想外の君
計画は崩れ 心は揺れた
なぜか懐かしい その笑顔が
私の世界を 壊していく
[Chorus 1]
[orchestral rise, emotional vocals]
こんな気持ち いらなかった
君がいなければ 痛くなかった
繰り返すたびに 増える傷跡
それでもなぜか 君を求めてた
[Verse 3]
[gentle reflection, minimalistic]
やっと気づいた 本当の願い
探していたのは 宝物じゃない
君が笑うなら 代償は私でいい
消えることなど 怖くないから
[Verse 4]
[strings buildup, resolution]
守りたいと 初めて思った
終わると知っても ここにいたかった
この手にある 最後の宝
君のために 置いていくから
[Bridge]
[orchestral climax, heartfelt]
さよならが 私の報酬なら
後悔なんて 一つもないよ
ありがとうと 言えないけど
君がくれたもの 忘れないから
[Chorus 2]
[dramatic fullness, acceptance]
私は消える 光の中へ
でも悲しくない もう怖くない
だって君と 出会えたことが
最後の任務（ミッション） 本当の答え
[Outro]
[piano fadeout, peaceful goodbye]
私がいない世界に
春が来るように
君だけは
幸せでいて——
---
English lyrics
---
[Verse 1]
Eyes open wide, my mission restarts
A countless cycle, with unending parts
Feelings mean nothing, just noise to discard
There's only one thing I keep in my heart
[Verse 2]
Yet you appeared, unexpected, unknown
My plan fell apart, my heart overthrown
Why does your smile seem familiar and warm?
You're breaking my world, reshaping its form
[Chorus 1]
I never wanted these feelings inside
Without meeting you, I'd never have cried
Each loop leaves scars I can't comprehend
Yet still I search for your voice once again
[Verse 3]
I finally understood my real desire
Not the treasure I sought, but something higher
If your smile has a cost, let it be me
Disappearing is no longer frightening to see
[Verse 4]
For the first time, I wished to protect
Even knowing I'll fade, I chose to connect
This final treasure, I hold in my hand
I'll leave it with you, as gently as planned
[Bridge]
If goodbye is my reward today
Then I have no regrets, nothing left to say
Though I'll vanish without thanking you aloud
I'll cherish your gifts, forever proud
[Chorus 2]
Into the light, I quietly fade
No sorrow, no fear, my choice has been made
Because meeting you became my last quest
The final mission, the answer, my rest
[Outro]
In the world without me, let spring softly start
And may happiness always find your heart