지하차도 안, 잠깐 스쳐간 밝음이 오래 남아버린 이야기.

A brief light that passed through an underpass, yet lingered far longer.

地下道の中、すれ違った一瞬の光が、長く残ってしまった物語。

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제목 : 지하차도

멋대로 들어와 놓고

멋대로 나가지마

네 맘대로 남겨놓고

네 뜻으로만 떠나지마

그냥 가만히,

난 그자리에 가만히

그저 보내고 있었어

누가 지나가도

그저 지나 보냈어

남기려고 하지도 않았어

순식간 이었는걸

첨부터

기다리지도 않았어

누가 올지도 모르니까

겁나서

그냥 그자리에

빛을 꺼두고 있었어

그런 내게

네가 들어왔어

들어 온지

얼마나 지났다고

어두워져가던

내 맘 속에

두 줄기 빛을

새겨 놨어

한~ 줄기!

네가 첨 들어왔을 때

네가 비춰준

앞으로 가야 할 길

내 밝아지는 길 앞에

한 순간의 기대를

품게 해줬어

한 설렘이 되었지

한~ 줄기!

네가 끝에 다가갈 때

네가 떠나갈까

떠나는 건 알아도

내 맘이 따라주질 않아

널 계속 붙잡고 싶었어

후회와 미련이 남았어

왜 네가 왔을 때

널 더 반겨주지 못했을까

왜 네가 왔을 때

널 마주하려 하지 않았을까

난 왜 네가 떠날 때

아무 말도 하지 못했나

네가 떠날 건

미리 알고 있었으면서

난 왜 전하지 못했나

네가 떠나고서야

널 향한 말들이 살아나

멋대로 들어와 놓고

멋대로 나 혼자 남기지마

네 맘대로 남겨두고

날 떠나지 말아줘

멀리 떠나가는 널 보며

난, 그저 바라보고 있어

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Title: Underpass

You came in as you pleased

Don’t just leave as you please

Don’t leave things behind your way

Then walk away on your own terms

Just staying still,

I was just there, still

Just letting things pass by

No matter who passed

I just let them go

I wasn’t trying to keep anything

It was only a moment

From the start,

I wasn’t even waiting

I didn’t know who might come

So I was afraid

I just stayed there

With the lights turned off

And then,

you came in

How long had it been

since you entered

Inside my darkening heart

you carved

two streaks of light

One… streak

When you first came in

The path you lit

The way I should go

Right in front of me, brightening

You gave me

a fleeting sense of hope

It became

a quiet flutter

One… streak

As you reached the end

I thought you might leave

Even knowing you would

my heart wouldn’t follow

I wanted to hold onto you

Only regret and longing remained

Why didn’t I welcome you more

when you came

Why didn’t I face you

when you were there

Why couldn’t I say anything

when you left

I knew you would go

from the beginning

So why couldn’t I tell you anything

Only after you left

the words for you

come alive

You came in as you pleased

Don’t leave me here alone

Don’t leave things behind your way

Please don’t walk away from me

Watching you

fade into the distance

I just stand here

and watch

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タイトル：地下道

勝手に入ってきて

勝手に出ていかないで

自分のまま残して

自分のまま去らないで

ただ、じっと

その場所にいた

ただ、見送っていた

誰が通っても

そのまま通り過ぎさせた

何かを残そうとも

思っていなかった

一瞬だった

最初から

待ってもいなかった

誰が来るか分からなくて

怖くて

ただその場所で

灯りを消していた

そんな私に

あなたが入ってきた

入ってきてから

どれくらい経っただろう

暗くなっていく

心の中に

二筋の光を

刻んでいった

ひとすじ

あなたが来たとき

照らしてくれた

進むべき道

明るくなっていくその先に

一瞬の期待を

くれた

それは

小さなときめきになった

ひとすじ

あなたが終わりに近づくとき

離れていく気がして

分かっていたのに

心がついていかなくて

ずっと引き止めたかった

後悔と未練だけが残った

どうして

もっと迎えられなかったんだろう

どうして

向き合えなかったんだろう

どうして

何も言えなかったんだろう

離れていくこと

分かっていたのに

どうして

伝えられなかったんだろう

あなたが去ってから

あなたに向けた言葉が

生まれてくる

勝手に入ってきて

私をひとりにしないで

自分のまま残して

私を置いていかないで

遠くへ行くあなたを見ながら

私はただ

見つめている