LOVE YOU // HATE YOU
Heavy Shoegaze, R&B, hip-hop, Trap, Dark R&B, Sultry, teenage, hazy, soft, hypnotic, shoegaze-like female vocals, Blackgaze, Experimental, depressive, emo, violin, guitar, saxophone, piano, shoegaze, sad, melancholy, mournful, ethereal, moody, C# Minor Key, erotic, somber, slow-medium tempo, new gen, lucid, dark romantic, harsh and chaotic shoegaze drums, emotional, r&b synths, jazz, phonk, Emotional J-rock, classical, emo, shoegaze, dark, depressive, uplifting, guitar, female singer vocals, sensual, dark r&b, lesbian empowerment song, melodic, epic, cinematic, synth, new gen rock, melancholy, mournful, ethereal, cerebral, violin, piano, drums, nu-metal, blackgaze, alternative Shoegaze, Sexy, Experimental]
LOVE YOU // HATE YOU
Heavy Shoegaze, R&B, hip-hop, Trap, Dark R&B, Sultry, teenage, hazy, soft, hypnotic, shoegaze-like female vocals, Blackgaze, Experimental, depressive, emo, violin, guitar, saxophone, piano, shoegaze, sad, melancholy, mournful, ethereal, moody, C# Minor Key, erotic, somber, slow-medium tempo, new gen, lucid, dark romantic, harsh and chaotic shoegaze drums, emotional, r&b synths, jazz, phonk, Emotional J-rock, classical, emo, shoegaze, dark, depressive, uplifting, guitar, female singer vocals, sensual, dark r&b, lesbian empowerment song, melodic, epic, cinematic, synth, new gen rock, melancholy, mournful, ethereal, cerebral, violin, piano, drums, nu-metal, blackgaze, alternative Shoegaze, Sexy, Experimental]
Lyrics
I held your chaos like it was sacred,
Let you carve your name across my heart and I still never hated.
But you twisted every bit of me till I couldn’t even breathe,
Now I’m choking on the ashes of the girl I used to be.
[Pre-Chorus]
You were my everything—
Now I wish I’d never let you in.
[Chorus]
I love you, but fuck you—
You dragged me through the fire till I turned into smoke.
I love you, but fuck you—
I hope you drown in the lies that you spoke.
Yeah, I love you, but fuck you—
Cry in the flames of the hell you built yourself.
I’m done saving you.
Save your breath.
Burn with your guilt.
[Verse 2]
You said forever, but forever was a joke,
I kept the promises you broke.
You kissed me like a savior, lied like a sinner,
Made me feel like nothing when I only got thinner.
[Pre-Chorus]
You were my weakness—
Now you’re just a poison I’m spitting out.
[Chorus]
I love you, but fuck you—
You dragged me through the fire till I turned into smoke.
I love you, but fuck you—
I hope you choke on every word that you spoke.
Yeah, I love you, but fuck you—
Scream in the hell of your own design.
I’m done bleeding for you.
This time the pain is mine.
[Bridge]
I hate that I miss you, I hate that I cared,
I hate every night that I thought you’d be there.
I hate how you haunt me, I hate that you win—
But I swear on my heart you won’t get in again.
[Breakdown]
I loved you so loud it broke my ribs—
Now I’m screaming your name like a curse on my lips.
[Saxophone solo]
[Final Chorus]
I love you, but fuck you—
Go dance with your demons, you chose them, not me.
I love you, but fuck you—
Go burn in the hell where you wanted me to be.
Yeah, I loved you—God, I loved you—
But now I’m free from your twisted spell.
Take your ghost, take your lies,
And stay in your own hell.