I’m holding my breath
Dark emotional alternative rock with gothic atmosphere, mid-tempo head-bang groove, heavy but controlled distorted guitars, deep bass, cinematic low strings, intimate female vocal with restrained intensity and powerful chorus, modern polished rock production
I’m holding my breath
Dark emotional alternative rock with gothic atmosphere, mid-tempo head-bang groove, heavy but controlled distorted guitars, deep bass, cinematic low strings, intimate female vocal with restrained intensity and powerful chorus, modern polished rock production
Lyrics
I take a breath
before I walk in
Like I’m about to
disappear
Doors are closing
people talking
And the air feels
too thin here
⸻
I breathe in
but I don’t exhale
My chest stays tight
like I might fail
⸻
I’m holding my breath
all day long
Like if I let go
something’s wrong
I’m holding my breath
around everyone
I don’t breathe again
till I’m gone
⸻
Every smile
costs me air
Every word
pulls me down
I nod my head
I stand right there
But I’m not really
around
⸻
My lungs forget
what’s safe to do
When there’s too many
shapes of you
⸻
I’m holding my breath
all day long
Trying to act
like I’m strong
I’m holding my breath
in every room
Waiting to leave
so I can bloom
⸻
It’s not fear
It’s not pain
It’s just too much
in my brain
I don’t hate you
I just fade
When the noise
won’t behave
⸻
I’m holding my breath
around the world
Till I get home
and I curl
I breathe out
in the dark
In the quiet
I restart
⸻
I can breathe here