何かが欠けたまま、

何かを捨てたまま、

転がるだけの毎日なら

壊していいよね？

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Something is missing,

Something was thrown away,

If every day is just rolling downhill,

Then breaking it is fair, right?

愛してる？ 冗談だろ

心なんて捨てたんだ

噛み潰したアイデンティティ

本音はゴミ箱の中

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“You love me?” What a joke.

I threw my heart away long ago.

I crushed my own identity,

And tossed the truth into the trash.

手を叩け、笑え、

ここでは嘘だけが生き延びる

お前は正しい、

だから殺される

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Clap your hands, smile wide,

Here, only lies will ever survive.

You were right all along,

That’s why they’ll kill you for it.

誰かのために生きるフリ

優しさで自分を殺した

偽物の希望、理想、

さあ食え、吐け、飢えろ

この世は飾り、

心は飾り

それでもまだ「生きたい」だなんて？

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Pretending to live for someone else,

Murdered myself just to be kind.

Fake hopes, fake dreams—

Come on, eat it, choke on it, starve for more.

The world is a decoration,

My heart is a decoration.

And still, you dare to say "I want to live?"

靴音だけが響く

後ろを振り向かないで

誰かの期待、誰かの都合

全部飲み干したのに

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Only the sound of my footsteps echoes.

Don’t turn around.

Expectations, obligations—

I swallowed them all, but I’m still starving.

認めてほしい？

笑わせるなよ

ただの演劇じゃないか

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Do you want to be understood?

That’s hilarious.

This was just a play from the start.

手を叩け、笑え、

ここでは泣くことすらも罪

お前は正しい、

だから終わらない

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Clap your hands, smile wide,

Even crying is a crime here.

You were right all along,

That’s why it’ll never end.

脳が焼けるような音

心の底に沈む光

「助けて」と呟いたら、

お前を許すとでも？

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A sound that burns through my skull,

A light sinking deep inside me.

If I whisper "help me,"

Do you think I’ll be forgiven?

誰かのために生きるフリ

優しさで自分を殺した

偽物の希望、理想、

さあ食え、吐け、飢えろ

この世は飾り、

心は飾り

それでもまだ「生きたい」だなんて？

じゃあ、証明しろよ

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Pretending to live for someone else,

Murdered myself just to be kind.

Fake hopes, fake dreams—

Come on, eat it, choke on it, starve for more.

The world is a decoration,

My heart is a decoration.

And still, you dare to say "I want to live?"

Then prove it.

息をしてるだけ

死んでるくせに

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I’m just breathing.

Even though I’m already dead.