Shut Up, I’m Dying
Experimental Indie, Raw Lo-Fi, Female Vocals, Sarcastic and Mocking tone, Sneering vocal delivery, sudden dynamic shifts. Intimate shaky whispers followed by explosive percussive piano. Sharp staccato piano, aggressive acoustic strings, high-tension cinematic build-up. No drums. Vocal fry, theatrical and bitter, sudden silence, chaotic but organic, unpolished, emotional breakdown
Shut Up, I’m Dying
Experimental Indie, Raw Lo-Fi, Female Vocals, Sarcastic and Mocking tone, Sneering vocal delivery, sudden dynamic shifts. Intimate shaky whispers followed by explosive percussive piano. Sharp staccato piano, aggressive acoustic strings, high-tension cinematic build-up. No drums. Vocal fry, theatrical and bitter, sudden silence, chaotic but organic, unpolished, emotional breakdown
Lyrics
While you’re screaming at me like I’ve got gas to spare
I haven’t felt “good” in a thousand nights
But I still have to fix every one of your fights
I’m hiding my shaking hands under the table
While you demand I be the one who is stable.
And I’m paralyzed, and I’m traumatized, and I’m losing my damn mind
While you’re victimizing yourself for the millionth time
I’m on the edge, I’m on the floor, I’m at the end of my rope
While you’re sucking out my pulse and you’re killing every hope.
It’s always your problems, your drama, your shit
While I’m sitting here losing my will, bit by bit
You’re so goddamn blind, you’re so fucking loud
I’m searching for air, you’re the permanent cloud
You don’t give a damn about my head or my heart
You just want a witness while you fall apart!
God, it’s so stupid.
God, I’m so fucking stupid.
To let you be the reason why I’m losing it.
I’m sick of the moods and the way that you flip
I’m tired of the way that you’re sinking this ship
You say you’re “unhappy,” well, guess fucking what?
I’m clinical, I’m dying, but I keep my mouth shut
You’re so goddamn loud about every small sting
While I’m losing my mind over everything.
It’s always your problems, your drama, your shit
While I’m sitting here losing my will, bit by bit
You’re so goddamn blind, you’re so fucking loud
I’m searching for air, you’re the permanent cloud
You don’t give a damn about my head or my heart
You just want a witness while you fall apart!
God, it’s so stupid.
God, I’m so fucking stupid.
It’s actually funny how much I let you take
How many pieces of my soul did I have to break?
I’m in a clinical hole, I’m screaming for help
But I’m still the one putting your needs above myself
It’s pathetic, it’s stupid, it’s a waste of my breath
To love someone who’s literally scaring me to death!
You’re so goddamn blind, it’s actually kind of funny.
Spending my soul like it’s your fucking pocket money.
I’m clinical, I’m spent, and you’re just… you.
Fuck you, honestly. What the hell am I supposed to do?