Held Until I'm Gone
dark alternative pop-R&B and electronic, beat, melodic but distorted 808s, detuned guitars, heavy dark-pop synths, constantly evolving and changing rhythms and melodies, moody industrial electronic rhytms, emotional haze, reversed synths and pads, aggressive but intimate late-night energy, melancholic moody melodies, humanized imperfections, tempo and style switch-ups at halfway and after the first drop, electronic trap-R&B groove, slowed-down breakdown sections, dark toxic romance aesthetic, heavy but quick brooding sub-bass, alt dark-pop singer energy, ghostly vocals, slurred vocals, female vocals, dreamy, shoegaze-r&b, saxophone, violin, piano, guitar, intimate and dark melodies, Nugaze, Nu-metal, Gen-Z, grunge, trap, aggressive drums, silky-smooth and soft female shoegaze voice, Blackgaze, Experimental, intense, lucid, sad, moody, dark, punk, alternative rock, dark romantic, groovy, catchy, classical, edgy, seductive, Hazy and erotic textures
Held Until I'm Gone
dark alternative pop-R&B and electronic, beat, melodic but distorted 808s, detuned guitars, heavy dark-pop synths, constantly evolving and changing rhythms and melodies, moody industrial electronic rhytms, emotional haze, reversed synths and pads, aggressive but intimate late-night energy, melancholic moody melodies, humanized imperfections, tempo and style switch-ups at halfway and after the first drop, electronic trap-R&B groove, slowed-down breakdown sections, dark toxic romance aesthetic, heavy but quick brooding sub-bass, alt dark-pop singer energy, ghostly vocals, slurred vocals, female vocals, dreamy, shoegaze-r&b, saxophone, violin, piano, guitar, intimate and dark melodies, Nugaze, Nu-metal, Gen-Z, grunge, trap, aggressive drums, silky-smooth and soft female shoegaze voice, Blackgaze, Experimental, intense, lucid, sad, moody, dark, punk, alternative rock, dark romantic, groovy, catchy, classical, edgy, seductive, Hazy and erotic textures
Lyrics
Intro - Instrumental
Verse 1
I was never meant to flee,
My legs were made to shake,
Every heartbeat bows to you,
Every breath I let you take.
They called you death, they called you wrong,
But you felt like being seen,
I learned to love the terror
That your shadow put in me.
Pre-Chorus
Your eyes undo my fragile will,
I ache to make you hunger still,
If loving you means I am less—
Then let me vanish in your chest.
Chorus
Hold me down, don’t look away,
I bloom best when I’m afraid,
Say my name like it’s a sin,
Promise you won’t let me live.
I’m your bunny, soft and sore,
Wanting you forevermore,
If I break beneath your jaw—
Please keep holding me.
Verse 2
I learned devotion through the pain,
Through trembling and obeying,
Every bruise feels like a vow
That you’ll never leave me waiting.
I don’t dream of growing old,
I dream of being yours,
Even if it costs my breath
On this forest floor.
Pre-Chorus
You warn me once, you warn me twice,
Your voice like mercy edged with knives,
I step closer, smiling sweet—
I want you to finish me.
Chorus
Hold me down, don’t look away,
I bloom best when I’m afraid,
Say my name like it’s a sin,
Promise you won’t let me live.
I’m your bunny, soft and sore,
Wanting you forevermore,
If I break beneath your jaw—
Please keep holding me.
Bridge (Slow, Breaking)
I don’t want the dawn to come,
I don’t want a world I outrun,
Let me be the thing you crave,
Let me die knowing I was brave.
If your hunger is my end,
Then I forgive you where I bend,
Just don’t leave me cold and still—
Stay with me until it’s real.
Saxophone solo
Final Chorus (Soft, Ruined)
Hold me close, I’m getting tired,
Every fear has caught on fire,
Your arms feel like where I belong,
Even as I’m fading out.
I’m your bunny, losing light,
Bleeding love into the night,
If this is how I have to go—
I’m glad it’s you.
Outro (Whispered)
Your fur is warm…
Your heart is loud…
If I stop breathing now—
Please don’t put me down.
Let me be loved
Until I’m gone.