I’ve been walking through reflections

talking to myself in different directions

one says “run, don’t look behind”

the other keeps me trapped in time

And you look at me like I’m still whole

but I’ve been splitting in my soul

like every choice I didn’t take

became a quiet kind of break

And I search for something solid in the noise

but every truth just changes voice

if you hold me, maybe I stay

but I might still drift away

I’m between two lives, I can’t decide

one keeps me safe, one cuts inside

and every road I didn’t choose

is a part of me I slowly lose

I’m between two lives, out of time

half of me is still not mine

and I don’t know if I’m becoming

or just slowly coming undone

I wrote my name in fading glass

watched it disappear and still asked

if the version of me you see

is just a borrowed memory

You told me “don’t get lost in thought”

but that’s the only peace I’ve got

like living means I have to learn

how many selves I can unburn

And I try to find a place that feels like home

but every answer turns to stone

if you reach for me, I might stay still

but I don’t know if I ever will

I’m between two lives, I can’t decide

one keeps me safe, one cuts inside

and every road I didn’t choose

is a part of me I slowly lose

I’m between two lives, out of time

half of me is still not mine

and I don’t know if I’m becoming

or just slowly coming undone

If I look too deep inside

I don’t know who I would find

maybe we are just the space

between who leaves and who stays

I’m between two lives, still undefined

one is yours, one is mine

and every step I thought I lost

was the weight of what it costs

I’m between two lives, still I try

to make sense of both sides

and maybe I am not divided…

maybe I’m alive

If I stay here…

maybe I’ll finally be

one version of me