Wrestling shadows inside my skull,

Every thought a blade I can’t outrun.

Haunted by wars I never chose,

Ghosts of love sharpening their bones.

Knuckles white from holding on,

Staring down the urge to be gone.

Hell on earth wears a familiar face,

Smiles like mercy, tastes like decay.

I wouldn’t curse this pain on a soul,

It hollows you out, swallows you whole.

Bury the thought of a grave I dug,

Six feet deep in my own blood and mud.

Where do I go…

Where do I crawl…

Building my walls just to watch them fall.

Whiplash heart, no safety rail,

Living proof that hell is real.

Trapped on earth in hell,

Trapped on earth in my own hell,

Locked inside my own hell…

Stitched myself together thread by thread,

Confidence breathing, barely alive—then dead.

Robbed by the traitor under my roof,

A parasite dressed up as truth.

Swore they’d save me, dragged me below,

Handed me keys to their personal hell.

Silence screams louder than rage,

Kissing death like it’s a stage.

Life’s a joke painted white and red,

Laugh track playing inside my head.

Hear the growl of fractured nerves,

Frozen still—I get what I deserve.

Where do I go…

Where do I fall…

Stacking defenses, watching them crawl.

Vertigo soul, no off switch found,

Spinning circles underground.

Trapped on earth in hell,

Trapped on earth in my own hell,

In my own hell…

Where do I go…

Where do I hide…

Every direction feels like goodbye.

Up feels down, hope feels fake,

Every breath another mistake.

Trapped on earth in hell,

Trapped on earth in my own hell,

In my own hell…

Where do I go…

Where do I run…

The war inside me never done.

Brick by brick, I build my cell,

Call it life, but it’s just hell.

Trapped on earth in hell,

Trapped on earth in my own hell,

In my own hell…