I’ve been trying here for so long

Talking brave but feeling wrong

Wearing out the same old floor

Pacing circles by the door

Every little step felt heavy

Like my shoes were full of stone

Thought that I was built for breaking

Thought I’d always walk alone

After all my dark rainy days and nights

I’m still here

I’m still fighting for the light

Didn’t know if I could ever be strong

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on

After all my dark rainy days and nights

Heart’s bruised up but it’s beating just fine

Didn’t know that I could ever belong

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on

All the things I never said

Echo loud inside my head

But I’m learning how to breathe

Letting go of what I grieve

Every little crack is showing

But the daylight’s breaking through

I was sure that I was ruined

Now I’m reaching back for you

After all my dark rainy days and nights

I’m still here

I’m still fighting for the light

Didn’t know if I could ever be strong

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on

After all my dark rainy days and nights

Heart’s bruised up but it’s beating just fine

Didn’t know that I could ever belong

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on

I’m not finished

I’m not done (oh-oh)

Every scar a rising sun

I was drowning in the past

Now I’m learning I can last

After all my dark rainy days and nights

I’m still here

I’m still fighting for the light

Didn’t know if I could ever be strong

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on

After all my dark rainy days and nights

I’m not perfect but I’m still alive

Didn’t know that I could ever go on

But I’m holding on

I’m holding on