Something feels wrong

I feel light

Too light

I was in my body

Then I wasn’t

No warning

No moment

The room stayed the same

But I moved away

I’m still there

But I’m not in it

I try to move

But nothing happens

I try to speak

But no sound comes out

I’m watching myself

From somewhere else

I see my body

But I’m not there

I’m watching myself

Eyes closed tight

I don’t know

Which one is me now

The room feels fake

Like a memory

The walls bend

Time feels slow

I see my chest

Going up and down

And that’s when I realize

I don’t need it anymore

If I leave it

Does it end?

If I stay here

What happens then?

I’m watching myself

Start to fade

One of us

Is going away

I’m watching myself

Still alive

But I feel

Like I already died

This is the part they don’t tell you

You don’t disappear

You split

One stays

One goes

There’s no pain

There’s no fear

Just a pull

I can’t explain

Something calls me

Without a voice

And I know

I don’t get a choice

I’m watching myself

One last time

One of us

Gets left behind

I’m watching myself

And I know

That body down there

Is not coming with me

I move forward

Without moving

I leave

Without leaving

I don’t see myself anymore

Only the place

Where I used to be