I’ve been moving, I’ve been still

Drinking time like bitter pills

Every day’s a new disguise

Same old questions, no replies

Clock in, fake a smile, nod my way through crowded rooms

Every word’s a cardboard phrase, echoing in static fumes

They say, “You’re doing fine,” like that means I should stay

But I’ve been saving all my thoughts for things I’ll never say

And I’m not dying, but I’m fading

In this loop that’s overstated

There’s a part of me that’s waiting

For a moment worth the noise

Give me something loud enough to break

Something real enough to shake

I don’t care if it all destroys

I just need a voice

Give me chaos, give me choice

Give me one

Moment worth the noise

Seen too many empty wins

Everyone’s got plastic skin

Scroll through pictures, pause and guess

If they feel more or just feel less

I don’t need a second chance

Just a first that doesn’t pass

While I’m stuck on cruise control

Driving straight through something cold

And I’m not broken, just exhausted

By the calm they all adopted

Is there more than just this orbit?

I need something I can break

Give me something I can feel

Let me cut the fake and steal

A second where I hear my voice

Without the static, without the void

Give me fire, not just the sparks

Give me light that splits the dark

I don’t want to just avoid—

I want a moment worth the noise

If this is life, then where’s the pulse?

I want to flinch, not just indulge

If there’s a risk, then make it mine

I’d rather crash than toe the line

Give me something worth the scars

I’ve worn this silence way too hard

I’m not asking for some joy

Just one damn

Moment worth the noise

Let it echo, let it stay

Let me scream and not look away

I’ll take pain over this ploy—

Just give me

A moment worth the noise