『人形と化物』大罪シリーズ嫉妬
Opening with sparse, plaintive piano and wisps of violin, the verses create tense intimacy with subtle cinematic drums and faint broken glass textures, supporting fragile female vocals laced with ghostly harmonies. The chorus erupts with soaring strings, thunderous electric guitar, bombastic drums, and distortion synths, bathing the vocals in violently beautiful drama. The bridge breaks with fractured synth effects and glass sounds, then crescendos with layered whispers and rich harmonies, closing on a tragic, haunting fade.
『人形と化物』大罪シリーズ嫉妬
Opening with sparse, plaintive piano and wisps of violin, the verses create tense intimacy with subtle cinematic drums and faint broken glass textures, supporting fragile female vocals laced with ghostly harmonies. The chorus erupts with soaring strings, thunderous electric guitar, bombastic drums, and distortion synths, bathing the vocals in violently beautiful drama. The bridge breaks with fractured synth effects and glass sounds, then crescendos with layered whispers and rich harmonies, closing on a tragic, haunting fade.
Lyrics
大罪シリーズ:嫉妬
美しいけど人の気持ちがわからない姉と
醜い容姿のコンプレックスから美しい人間は、心が汚いと決めつける妹
嫉妬から生まれた心の闇に…次第に化物に近づいていく…
Deadly Sins Series: Jealousy
An older sister who is beautiful but doesn't understand other people's feelings
A younger sister who is self-conscious about her ugly appearance and decides that beautiful people have dirty hearts
The darkness in her heart born from jealousy...she gradually becomes a monster...
【Verse 1】
硝子ざいくの微笑みが 私を見下ろす
「善意」の仮面 剥がせば
わかってる、貴女は綺麗で 壊れやすいだけ
【Pre-Chorus 1】
「可哀想ね」って目をしないで
貴女の優しさは ささる
この感情に名をくれるなら
嫉妬…それが、私の名
【Chorus 1】
鏡の奥に潜む 本当の私
睨むのは 私を憐れむ お人形
美しさは刃（やいば） 優しさはとげ
偽善の心が卑しさに見える
言葉で否定して現実に打ちのめされ
野獣にしかなれぬ私の 牙が 今 疼く
---
【Verse 2】
貴女の笑顔に 憧れた
でも 差し伸べる手さえ 罰に見えた
心が綺麗なら なぜ傷つけられるの？
「優しさ」は、無知より残酷
【Pre-Chorus 2】
ただ、抱きしめて欲しかっただけ
その一言が 言えなかった
名もなき悲しみが
心を 闇に染めた
【Chorus 2】
月に照らされる その無垢な瞳
私の醜さは 貴女が投げた影
綺麗な花が とげもないなら
醜い花が 毒をもってたら
物語にもなりはしない
私はただのばけもの
罪深いまま咲いてみせる
---
【Bridge】
人形とばけもの 無知と嘘つき
愛されたいだけだった
誰にも選ばれない私
貴女の光が眩しくて
鏡を砕いた
---
【Final Chorus】
砕けた鏡に映るのは 私だけ
見下していた瞳は 私自身
美しいか 醜いか
心は腐ってても 誰がわかるの？
にごってる こわれてる くさってる
醜い汚い 私がキライ
I just wanted to be seen — not just pitied
---
【Outro】
見えない心が 一番 化け物だよ
踊るように 狂うように
私は誰にもえらばれなかった
だから今、嫉妬に焼かれて ただ、生きてるだけ
『英語バージョン』
【Verse 1】
A glasswork smile looks down on me
Behind your mask of “kindness,” I see—
You’re beautiful, yes, and just so fragile
But I can’t even hide these shameful thorns of mine
【Pre-Chorus 1】
Don’t give me that “oh, how sad” gaze
Your kindness cuts more than you know
If this feeling needs a name, then say it:
Jealousy—that’s who I am
【Chorus 1】
The mirror reflects the truth I try to hide
Glaring back—is that doll who pities me
Beauty is a blade, and kindness is a thorn
Your hollow heart looks filthy to me
I deny it with words, but truth strikes me down
And now the beast in me bares her fangs again
---
【Verse 2】
I once adored your gentle smile
But even your reaching hand felt like punishment
If your heart is pure, why does it hurt me so?
Sometimes, “kindness” is cruelty in disguise
【Pre-Chorus 2】
All I ever wanted was to be held
But I could never say it aloud
Nameless sorrow took root in my chest
And painted my heart in shadow
【Chorus 2】
Bathed in moonlight, your innocent eyes
Cast a shadow—my ugliness inside
If a beautiful flower has no thorns
And an ugly one is laced with poison
Then what tale would ever be told of me?
Just a monster blooming in sin
---
【Bridge】
A doll and a beast / The ignorant and the liar
I only ever wanted love
But I was never the chosen one
Your light was too blinding
So I shattered the mirror
---
【Final Chorus】
Now in the shards, there’s only me
The eyes that looked down—they were my own
Am I beautiful, or just grotesque?
Even if my heart is rotting—who can say?
It’s stained / it’s broken / it’s decayed
I’m ugly, filthy—and I hate it
I just wanted to be seen—not pitied
---
【Outro】
Beauty and the Beast?
No—a doll and a beast
The invisible heart is the real monster
Dancing mad / spinning wild
No one ever chose me
So now I burn in jealousy, just trying to stay alive