My Own Undoing [-=Complete=-]
gothic rock, Melancholic piano, intense guitar, dark and cinematic mood, Dark psych groove, haunting guitars, deep bass, pulsing echoes, whispered tension, distant footsteps, cinematic swells, clock ticks, ghostly reverb, punchy drums, eerie synths, layered vocals, moody breaks, wet breath breakbeats, ritual intensity
My Own Undoing [-=Complete=-]
gothic rock, Melancholic piano, intense guitar, dark and cinematic mood, Dark psych groove, haunting guitars, deep bass, pulsing echoes, whispered tension, distant footsteps, cinematic swells, clock ticks, ghostly reverb, punchy drums, eerie synths, layered vocals, moody breaks, wet breath breakbeats, ritual intensity
Lyrics
Intro
"Go on... do it."
Verse 1
Saw a glitch in your reflection... something I recognized...
A familiar kind of broken, cleverly disguised...
I thought I could fix you, and maybe me by design...
But some fires you just can't contain... you just stand and watch them climb...
I learned your rhythm, I learned your scars...
Just another mirror... showing me my own... broken parts...
Pre-Chorus
I WASN'T DROWNING IN THE QUIET! I WAS CHOKING ON THE LIES!
THE PERSON I WAS PRETENDING TO BE RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES!
I DIDN'T NEED YOUR SAVING! I NEEDED A WAKE-UP CALL!
(A WAKE-UP CALL!)
TO WATCH MY OWN... DAMN... WALLS... FALL!
Chorus
AND I WATCHED MY SOUL COME UNDONE!
NOT 'CAUSE OF YOU, BUT 'CAUSE OF WHAT I'D BECOME!
I WASN'T IN LOVE! I WAS JUST LOST IN THE ROLE!
OF TRYING TO FIT A GHOST BACK INTO ITS OWN HOLE!
I'M NOT BROKEN FROM LONELINESS! I'M BROKEN FROM THE TRUTH!
THE SICKENING, BEAUTIFUL UNRAVELLING OF MY OWN POISONOUS YOUTH!
Verse 2
You were just the empty room where I screamed my own name...
A blank page where I wrote a story filled with shame...
The crash wasn't you leaving... it was the system's final plea...
The "me" I built for you... finally setting itself free...
And it wasn't gentle...
Pre-Chorus 2
IT WAS A GODDAMN EXPLOSION! A COLLAPSE OF THE DESIGN!
EVERY FALSE PROMISE I TOLD MYSELF, EVERY BULLSHIT LINE!
I DIDN'T NEED YOUR APPROVAL! I NEEDED TO HIT THE GROUND!
(THE GROUND!)
TO SEE WHAT PIECES OF THE REAL ME... WERE STILL AROUND!
Chorus
AND I WATCHED MY SOUL COME UNDONE!
NOT 'CAUSE OF YOU, BUT 'CAUSE OF WHAT I'D BECOME!
I WASN'T IN LOVE! I WAS JUST LOST IN THE ROLE!
OF TRYING TO FIT A GHOST BACK INTO ITS OWN HOLE!
I'M NOT BROKEN FROM LONELINESS! I'M BROKEN FROM THE TRUTH!
THE SICKENING, BEAUTIFUL UNRAVELLING... THE DEATH OF MY OWN POISONOUS YOUTH!
Bridge
And when the noise stopped...
I saw the wreckage.
Not of us.
Of the blueprint I was always trying to follow.
You were just the sledgehammer.
The one who finally made me see... I was building my own prison.
Guitar Solo
Final Chorus
AND I WATCHED MY SOUL COME UNDONE!
AND I FELT THE BATTLE... FINALLY... WON!
I WASN'T IN LOVE! I WAS JUST AFRAID TO BE ME!
A GHOST IN A MIRROR I WAS TOO SCARED TO SEE!
I'M NOT BROKEN ANYMORE! I'M JUST FREE FROM THE LIES!
I WATCHED MY SOUL COME UNDONE... AND FOR THE FIRST TIME... I OPENED MY EYES!
Outro
"My soul's undone."