Momma said to fake it 'til I make it

but god, I just can't shake the truth

it's a rattlesnake's poisonous tooth

The venom's spreading as we speak

and my knees, they're getting weak

I can hardly stand on my own 2 feet

Yeah, I'm not going to make it...

The truth is spilling from my teeth

everything like water underneath

It's sobriety, and it's freeing me

I'm holding on for dear life, but I..

I'm hardly feeling the will to drive

Coasting down the Highway of '94

Not goin' back to who I was before

This skin, it's shedding, thick and vicuous

staining the ground with pearlescence

reminants of a past, it's all coalescing

brought to the present, thoughts passing

racing, taking the air from my lungs

I'm no longer young, I'm drifting on

Validation, anxiety tied to me

Screaming, headless, not who I want to be

I-ee-I-ee-eye, I need a release

The truth is spilling from my teeth

everything like water underneath

It's sobrierty, and it's freeing me

I'm holding on for dear life, but I..

I'm hardly feeling the will to drive

Coasting down the Highway of '94

Not goin' back to who I was before