[rap] It all starts with a promise, a vow I couldn't keep

The debt kept stacking up while everyone else was asleep

I watched the sun go down, just staring at the clock

The second hand kept ticking, building a heavy block

I tried to hold onto fragments, to pieces of the past

Didn't even know the moment, moving way too fast

Wasted all my patience just to watch the chance fade out

I kept it all inside, buried deep beneath the doubt

[n.n] And in the end, it never mattered how hard I tried

I chased the empty feeling, nowhere left to hide

I put my trust in promises I knew would break the chain

All my efforts were just drops falling in the pouring rain

[rap] I designed this whole scenario just to remind myself

How I fought so hard, ignored everything on the shelf

You acted like you owned me, took all my time for granted

Remembering the battles, the seeds of doubt you planted

Now things are not the way they used to look before

I wouldn't even recognize this empty space anymore

I thought I had you back then, but it always comes back to me

Everything I tried to build will soon be just a memory

[n.n] And in the end, it never mattered how hard I tried

I chased the empty feeling, nowhere left to hide

I put my trust in promises I knew would break the chain

All my efforts were just drops falling in the pouring rain

[n.n] I gave it all for nothing, I gave it all away

There's only one thing I wish I could say...

[CLEAN VOCALS] It never mattered...