I packed my things by the door

Hands were shaking, heart was sore

I said, "I tried, I can't anymore"

But I was praying you would ask me what for

I heard my keys in the hall

Hoped you'd chase me, but you let them fall

All the doubts you never saw in me

Came from wounds you never tried to see

I had a thousand cuts

Buried in my past

You kept asking why

But you never asked

I wanted to trust

I wanted to stay

But all of my ghosts

Kept pulling away

Without closure

I walked out

Without closure

Full of fear and doubt

I left our home

But I never left clean

You got my goodbye

But you don't know what it means

Without closure

I still ache

Every little step

Feels like a mistake

I wanted us

But I lost my faith

I'm still unlearning

What he put in my veins

Your jacket's still on the chair

I see the life we built hanging there

I washed the cups, I made the bed

Tried to fix what I broke inside my head

Our last fight was so small

But it hit the cracks I tried to wall

Every raised voice feels like before

Like the man who taught me love was war

I waited for you

To really see through

Past all my calm

To the old black and blue

But silence grew

Between me and you

So I chose the hurt

That I already knew

Without closure

I walked out

Without closure

Full of fear and doubt

I left our home

But I never left clean

You got my goodbye

But you don't know what it means

Without closure

I still ache

Every little step

Feels like a mistake

I wanted us

But I lost my faith

I'm still unlearning

What he put in my veins

Maybe some endings

Ain't meant to explain

Maybe my last scars

Still whisper his name

I loved you honest

I loved you true

But I never healed

From what I went through

Without closure

I walked away

Without closure

Still hoping you'd stay

You see an end

But I'm stuck in between

Half of me scared

And half of me wanting to lean

Without closure

I let you go

Even though my heart

Ain't ready to grow

You got your pain

And I got this shame

I'm still relearning

How to trust love again

Without closure

I'm not done

Trying to believe

You weren't the wrong one

If I find peace

Past the hurt and the blame

Maybe one day

I can say your name without pain