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Please don’t close this heart.

I learned your silence like a language

Read between the lines you never sent

I held my breath, I stayed compliant

Loved you without causing an event

I followed rules I didn’t question

Played it safe, stayed in control

I thought if nothing ever broke

Then we would make it whole

I thought quiet meant we’re fine

I thought calm meant we survived

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No warning signs, no emergency

Everything worked the way it should

So why does it still ruin me?

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No flames, no shattered debris

I saved myself from losing you

And lost you clean, mechanically

I muted doubts before they spoke

Compressed my tears, let feelings lag

I kept my heart in airplane mode

So nothing real could ever crash

You said I felt a little distant

I said I’m just protecting us

Truth is I was scared to death

That loving you would be too much

I thought safe meant we’d remain

I didn’t know safe meant erased

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Look how stable misery runs

No breakdown, no recovery

Just me waking up numb

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Say it like it’s not a loss

I did everything right

And paid the cost

壊れなかった

壊さなかった

だから

何も残らなかった

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Say it like it’s not my fault

I followed every warning sign

Still watched us fall apart

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No crash sound, no alert

Everything worked perfectly

That’s what makes it hurt

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If this is what “safe” means now

I don’t want to survive this love

I want you somehow

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Loop it till I can’t escape

I saved myself from breaking down

And broke us anyway

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Lights flash, heart still loading

System says I’m over you

But I’m frozen, hoping

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Repeat it, let it burn

If losing you was doing it right

Then I don’t want to learn

(synths fade, pulse slows)

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User status: still feeling you.