【English lyrics below】

別說 新年快樂 有多誠懇

那些笑容能撐多久

我喝下的每一杯酒

是去年沒咽下的委屈還灼喉

你說煙火會把黑夜照透

可爆炸過後呢

一樣留我在這片漆黑裡

等破曉 卻看不見光流

我不快樂 別再逼我快樂

把傷口藏起來就能叫癒合

我不快樂 這祝福太刺耳

像誰都活該 把眼淚吞了

你說過完今晚就沒事了

可心還痛著

痛到想質問——

這新年快樂個什麼

別問 過去都過去了 有什麼意義

是痛到麻木 還是放棄

我數著倒數的聲音

數著自己被幾個謊言拖進了泥地

你說跨年該多點儀式感

我笑了 像個笑話

我點亮煙火

卻發現它只剩下灰燼落下

我不快樂 別再逼我快樂

把傷口藏起來就能叫癒合

我不快樂 這祝福太刺耳

像誰都活該 把眼淚吞了

你說過完今晚就沒事了

可心還痛著

痛到想質問——

這新年快樂個什麼

別安慰我說時間會帶走痛

它只是學會了潛伏

我活成了煙火

亮一次 疼一次

炸開了 只剩下冷空氣裡一縷煙

我不快樂 別再逼我快樂

誰說痛過一年就能算完整

我不快樂 這祝福太刺耳

像笑著落淚 是人生功課

你說跨過今晚能放下了

那你閉上眼試試看

看那顆心是不是還燒著

這新年……

我終於說出聲了——

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Don’t say “Happy New Year” as if it means something sincere,

How long can those smiles even last?

Every drink I down burns my throat,

It's the bitterness from last year, left unresolved and scalding.

You said fireworks would pierce through the night,

But what about after they explode?

I’m still left in this pitch-black darkness,

Waiting for dawn, but no light ever comes.

I’m not happy; stop telling me to be.

Hiding wounds doesn’t mean they’ve healed.

I’m not happy; your blessings sting too much,

As if tears are just something we’re meant to swallow.

You said it’d all be fine after tonight,

But my heart still aches,

Aches enough to question—

What’s so happy about this New Year?

Don’t ask if the past matters—it’s meaningless now.

Is this numbness from pain or surrender?

I count the seconds of the countdown,

Counting how many lies dragged me into the dirt.

You said New Year’s Eve needs a sense of ritual,

I laughed, because isn’t that a joke?

I lit the fireworks,

Only to see ashes falling in their wake.

I’m not happy; stop telling me to be.

Hiding wounds doesn’t mean they’ve healed.

I’m not happy; your blessings sting too much,

As if tears are just something we’re meant to swallow.

You said it’d all be fine after tonight,

But my heart still aches,

Aches enough to question—

What’s so happy about this New Year?

Don’t comfort me by saying time takes away pain.

It only learns to lie in waiting.

I’ve become like fireworks,

Each spark is pain, each explosion worse,

Until all that’s left is cold air and a trail of smoke.

I’m not happy; stop telling me to be.

Who says enduring a year of pain makes it whole?

I’m not happy; your blessings sting too much,

Smiling through tears—is that the lesson life demands?

You said crossing tonight would set me free,

Then close your eyes and try to see,

If that heart of yours still burns.

This New Year...

I finally said it out loud—