Why am i doing this to me...?
dark indie pop fused with gothic rock, vocals should be a soft whispery on verses, dramatic emotional chorus, it gives atmospheric gothic undertones. it is raw and a bit flawed - like a human being that admits they're broken. it's sorrowful.
Why am i doing this to me...?
dark indie pop fused with gothic rock, vocals should be a soft whispery on verses, dramatic emotional chorus, it gives atmospheric gothic undertones. it is raw and a bit flawed - like a human being that admits they're broken. it's sorrowful.
Lyrics
....why am i doing this to me...?
Verse
...day by day i smile and smile
i'm doing nice while doing files that piles
...day by day i endure the hours
pretend to be good while being bitter and sour
Pre-Chorus
i smile, i kiss, i hug
i never hiss
i laugh, i do soft,
and at the eveing i...
raise...
the glass...
when there are no eyes...
when no one is watching...
Chorus
Is it the way i run from reality?
is it the addiction?
is it the relaxation?
or is it my mind's fiction?
...i'd like to stop.
...i cannot stop.
...it's a thing i cannot crop...
Verse 2.
..some days are better, some are not
my guts are churning, tied in a knot....
...some days are worse. i pray for the glass god
to bestow upon me the confident mode...
Pre-Chorus
i smile, i kiss, i hug
i never hiss
i laugh, i do soft,
and at the eveing i...
raise...
the glass...
when there are no eyes...
when no one is watching...
Chorus
Is it the way i run from reality?
is it the addiction?
is it the relaxation?
or is it my mind's fiction?
...i'd like to stop.
...i cannot stop.
...it's a thing i cannot crop...
Bridge
...during the day i am not shaken, i am positive, laughing, imposible to break and-
...during the day i am not thinking, i am beaming, and i am not even thinking and-
but when no one see, when everone's dream keep going on and goin on...
i raised my glass with desperate moan to stop - just single despare moan...
a thought, a hesitation, that's addiction, not affection...
final chorus
...i dont know the other way to run from the reality...
i tried but...i failed
......i'd like to stop.
...i cannot stop.
...it's a thing i cannot crop...
...yet i fight...