[Intro]

今日もがんばったね♡
泣きたいときは泣いていいんだよ♡
ほら、いい子いい子〜
わたしは君の天使だからね♡

You did your best today♡
It's okay to cry when you want to♡
Here, here—good girl, good girl~
I'm your angel, remember?♡

[Verse 1]

コンビニで拾った君の名前、指でなぞった
声震わせて"推しです"って泣いてたね
ボイスメモ再生してる間に指動いちゃった
誰でもいいよ、私に跪いて

自撮り、血まみれ、いいねの数だけ癒される
"かわいい"って書かれるたびに裂ける喉
首輪みたいなコメント欄
全部まとめて君だけの牢屋にして？

I traced your name, the one I picked up at the convenience store
You were crying, trembling, saying "you're my oshi..."
While you replayed that voice memo, my fingers started moving by themselves
Anyone's fine—just kneel down for me.

Selfies, covered in blood, healed only by the number of likes
Every "you're cute" written in the comments split my throat wider
The comment section feels like a collar around my neck
Won't you just turn it into my personal prison already?

[Pre-Chorus 1]

最初は遊びだったんだ
"好き"って言われるの、ちょっとだけ嬉しかった
でも気づいたら
誰にも愛されないまま、喘いでた

At first, it was just a game
Hearing "I love you" made me a little happy
But before I knew it,
I was gasping alone, without anyone loving me.

[Chorus 1]

鼻血まみれで「死にたい」って呟きながら君のアカウント名でイった瞬間が、わたしの唯一の成功体験だった— 「アイドルじゃないよ、遺影だよ♡」
Helvetica Boldで晒して
お願い、依存で救って
Retweet my death.

Nose bleeding, whispering "I wanna die" while moaning your username—
That was the only time I ever felt like I succeeded—
"I'm not an idol, I'm a memorial photo♡"
Expose my body in Helvetica Bold
Please, save me by getting addicted
Retweet my death.

[Verse 2]

「生きて」って言われるたびに吐き気がする
甘い言葉より、「死ね」のほうが脳に沁みる
スカートの奥に隠したアンビエン錠、
「この中に君の名前もあるかもね♡」

最後の配信はパンツ脱ぐだけで十分
誰にも愛されなかった証明みたいで
わたしを治そうとしないで
ただ、見てて、壊れるまで。

Every time someone tells me "keep living," I want to puke
Sweet words don't stick like "just die" does
Hidden under my skirt, a pill bottle full of Ambien—
"Maybe your name's written on one of these, too♡"

For my last stream, just taking off my panties will be enough
Proof that no one ever really loved me
Don't try to fix me.
Just watch me, all the way until I break.

Pre-Chorus 2]

「君のおかげで生きてる」って
本当は「君のせいで死にたい」って意味だよ？
信じていいよ
死んだらちゃんと通知するから。

When I say "I'm alive because of you,"
What I really mean is "I want to die because of you."
You can believe it if you want.
I'll make sure the notification goes off when I die.

[Chorus 2]

泡吹きながら君のユーザー名を唱えて、チャットが汚れた瞬間、わたしの価値が決まった— 「本物が欲しい」って言ったくせに、
中身のない愛で満足したくせに
don’t call it loyalty if you came
誓いを刻んで
推しの遺体として保存して
再生数で葬って
お願い、最期まで犯して
Retweet my death.

Foaming at the mouth, chanting your username—
The moment the chat got dirty, my worth was decided—
You said you wanted "the real me," right?
And then settled for hollow love anyway.
Don’t call it loyalty if you came.
Carve the vow into me.
Keep my corpse as your oshi merch.
Bury me with play counts.
Please, violate me until the very end.
Retweet my death.

[Bridge]

ねえ、
好きって言って
死ねって言って
壊れてほしいって言って
何でもいいから私を必要って言って
誰にも必要とされないなら、
ひとりで死ぬしかないんだよ。

Hey—
Tell me you love me.
Tell me to die.
Tell me you want me broken.
Tell me anything that means I’m needed.
Because if nobody needs me,
I'll just have to die alone.

[Refrain]

みてるだけじゃ、許さないよ♡

Just watching isn’t enough—I won’t forgive you♡

[Final Chorus]

吐瀉物まみれで意識を飛ばしながら君の名前を口にした最後の配信が、わたしの唯一の勝利だった— 「ありがとう」も言えないまま、
身体が先に逝っちゃった
don’t forget to clip the end
ロイヤリティ、最後に
死体に君の愛情を落書きして
再生数で供養して
お願い、ゴミになるまで支配して
Retweet my death.

Covered in vomit, blacking out while whispering your name—
That last stream was my only victory—
I couldn't even say "thank you,"
my body went first.
Don’t forget to clip the end.
Brand me with your love one last time.
Graffiti my corpse.
Bury me with the view count.
Please, control me until I rot away.
Retweet my death.