Hurting Like I Did
[BPM: 108] [Genre: Melodic Trap × Korean Hip-Hop × R&B Groove] [Mood: Stylish, bittersweet, light melancholy, smooth but bouncy] [Instruments: Clean electric guitar plucks, bright synth leads, emotional 808 bass, crisp trap drum kit with hi-hat bounce, subtle ambient textures] [Vocal Style: Korean-English mixed, autotuned melodic rap, calm but groovy flow, expressive yet restrained delivery] [Lyrics Theme: A short-lived club encounter where only the scent (N5) remains vivid. Memory fades, vibe lingers. Not love—just a moment that hit different.] [Structure: Verse – Hook – Verse – Bridge – Final Hook]
Hurting Like I Did
[BPM: 108] [Genre: Melodic Trap × Korean Hip-Hop × R&B Groove] [Mood: Stylish, bittersweet, light melancholy, smooth but bouncy] [Instruments: Clean electric guitar plucks, bright synth leads, emotional 808 bass, crisp trap drum kit with hi-hat bounce, subtle ambient textures] [Vocal Style: Korean-English mixed, autotuned melodic rap, calm but groovy flow, expressive yet restrained delivery] [Lyrics Theme: A short-lived club encounter where only the scent (N5) remains vivid. Memory fades, vibe lingers. Not love—just a moment that hit different.] [Structure: Verse – Hook – Verse – Bridge – Final Hook]
Lyrics
I don’t wish you the best…
but I can’t lie, I still miss your touch.
Hate you, love you, both at once,
and it fucks me up too much.
[Verse 1]
I hope you crash the way I did,
reckless, cruel, no place to land.
But I remember when your hands
were the only truth I could stand.
Every kiss cut sharp, I swallowed the blade,
left me bleeding but I still stayed.
Now I’m caught between the nights
I loved you and the lies you made.
[Pre-Chorus]
If you ever choke on pain,
the kind that tears straight through,
maybe in that empty night
you’ll remember I loved you too.
[Chorus]
I want you hurting like I did,
fucked up, hollow, breaking bit by bit.
I want you crying like I cried,
but I still need your lips tonight.
I want you burning, can’t put it out,
with the love I lost, with the love I drowned.
[Verse 2]
I hate the way you stain my bed,
but I still crave your skin instead.
I curse your name a thousand times,
then beg you back inside my head.
So let the world drag you down,
let the silence tear you apart.
But if you whispered once my name,
I’d forgive you against my heart.
[Bridge]
Love and hate, the same damn flame,
a fire I can’t suffocate.
You wrecked me, filled me,
and I can’t escape.
[Chorus]
I want you hurting like I did,
fucked up, hollow, breaking bit by bit.
I want you crying like I cried,
but I still need your lips tonight.
I want you burning, can’t put it out,
with the love I lost, with the love I drowned.