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[verse- 1]:

Dear Diary, I'm scared to lose anyone else

I've been trying to hide it, but I feel like hell

My body is aching, shaking

My heart is racing

I can't calm down

I don't know how

It hurts, everything

Nothing feels good

Like normal stuff should

Was it because I was born too early?

I'm half baked as mom would say

Is this why my emotions keep swirling?

For no reason, I'm anxious and afraid

[chorus]:

Two-thousand and six

Why was I born like this?

Twenty seven weeks did

All of this

They stare at my two-colored skin

I never show my scarred stomach

I was told to be a miracle

But why do I feel miserable?

[verse- 2]:

I feel bad when people feel bad for me

I feel like I'm wasting their time and energy

Saying it like it's all "woe is me"

But I'm a people pleaser and an I N F P

I'm so used to being tense

That I don't even realize it

Until I'm told to "calm the heck down"

And then I'm crying

My mind's undone as the thoughts get loud

Now I'm just emotional

Don't know how to control it

Listen to The Others

Then break down till I'm broken

[chorus]:

Two-thousand and six

Why was I born like this?

Twenty seven weeks did

All of this

They stare at my two-colored skin

I never show my scarred stomach

I was told to be a miracle

But why do I feel miserable?

[bridge]:

Black hair, brown eyes

Depressing lines

I don't know why

I want to cry

I had dreams then the world moved on

This is all I have, every personified song

I have so much hate, fear, and shame

It's gonna come back to bite me one day

I get paranoid about the real world

This lost poetry was by a broken girl...

[chorus]:

Two-thousand and six

Why was I born like this?

Twenty seven weeks did

All of this

They stare at my two-colored skin

I never show my scarred stomach

I was told to be a miracle

But why do I feel miserable?

[outro]:

Two-thousand and six

My dreams get nostalgic

Kinda makes me sick

Cause they just won't quit

I should be grateful

I am, and I'm sorry

There's just a lot that I'm feeling

It's every part of me

This is by yours truly