存在があいまいなきみは
Kawaii Future Bass, Acoustic Breakcore, Glitch Pop, Art Pop, BPM: 160, complex glitchy hi-hats, explosive Breakcore drums, heavy distorted sub-bass drops, saturated mix, spacious reverb, 8D spatial mix, introspective and chaotic, high-pitched, breathy female vocalist (base style), layered backing vocals, moonlit atmosphere, starts with intimate ASMR acoustic, builds to a chaotic KFB/Breakcore chorus with a clear mid-range, and climaxes with the vocal breaking through the distortion
存在があいまいなきみは
Kawaii Future Bass, Acoustic Breakcore, Glitch Pop, Art Pop, BPM: 160, complex glitchy hi-hats, explosive Breakcore drums, heavy distorted sub-bass drops, saturated mix, spacious reverb, 8D spatial mix, introspective and chaotic, high-pitched, breathy female vocalist (base style), layered backing vocals, moonlit atmosphere, starts with intimate ASMR acoustic, builds to a chaotic KFB/Breakcore chorus with a clear mid-range, and climaxes with the vocal breaking through the distortion
Lyrics
存在があいまいなきみは
鏡のふちがぼやけてる
きみの輪郭ノイズに溶ける
あの日の教室、隅っこで
小さな敵を飼い始めた
足元を蝕むシロアリの音
それがきみの拠り所
見て見ぬふりおまじない
存在があいまいなきみは
他人の音でできている
透明な膜を破れぬまま
また夜が来る
眩しすぎるあの光
目を閉じれば楽になる
侵食される心地よさ
守ってるつもりで食い尽くされて
本当の声はどこにあるの
ノイズに消えたSOS
わかってるんだ
存在があいまいなきみは
他人の声でできている
心の形も忘れたまま
ただ息をする
あいまいじゃなくなるのが
ただ怖かったんだろう
輪郭が戻るのが
存在があいまいなきみへ
大丈夫なんて言わないけど
あいまいでもいいから
自分の声で名を呼んでみて
☁️☁️☁️
"You, with your ambiguous existence"
You, with your ambiguous existence
The mirror's edge is blurring
Your outline dissolves into the noise
In that classroom corner, back then
Began to raise a tiny enemy
The sound of termites, eroding the ground below
That is your only foothold
Pretending not to see, a magic spell
You, with your ambiguous existence
You're made of someone else's colors
Unable to break the transparent film
The night comes again
That light is far too blinding
It's easier if I just close my eyes
The comfort of being eroded
Thought I was protecting it, but I’m being devoured
Where is my real voice?
An SOS, lost in the noise
I already know
You, with your ambiguous existence
You're made of someone else's voice
Having forgotten the shape of your heart
Just breathing
You were just scared
Of not being "ambiguous"
Of your outline returning
To you, with your ambiguous existence
I won't say "it's alright"
It's okay to be ambiguous, but
Try calling your name in your own voice