When the first time I could realize…, there is a magic inside…, so Devine…, my mind…, but it’s not like I can do anything about that…, I am something else…, no more of what I was…, so…, what have I become…, oh …, oh…, yeah…

This time I am not gonna back down…, not from anyone like you…, so tired of this complicated infection…, the situation.., you…, put me in.., oh…, oh…

I just can’t stand this…, this constantly giving into all of it…, so tired of being frustrated…, trying everything I can…, just to get along…, with the whole of this…, this thing called my life…, I want emancipated…, my existence…, who is gonna miss it…, I’m gonna be something brand new… oh.., oh…, yeah.., new… yeah..

I can be a monster with rage…, like a fire…, burning ever page…, this book of life…, I wanna consume it all…, no hesitation…, fixations, no grand origination…, just the pain inside of me…, I’m coming up out of the water…, nothing there…, now my fresh breath of air…, yeah…, oh…

I just can’t stand this…, this constantly giving into all of it…, so tired of being frustrated…, trying everything I can…, just to get along…, with the whole of this…, this thing called my life…, I want emancipated…, my existence…, who is gonna miss it…, I’m gonna be something brand new… oh.., oh…, yeah.., new… yeah..

Nothing to trust…, when pain is my only friend…, so I write with blood in a pen…, oh…, oh… yeah…, so tired…, yeah…