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"Dear diary... Things haven't been easy huh? The hell I've put on these pages.. you're the only one who really knows me.. Anyway this is my last entry, so here's to the final drop of ink"

As a kid, that's when this diary started
I was so young but already so broken hearted
Once I learned to write I wrote instead of talked to adults
Afterall in my eyes they only saw my faults..
Oooooh... I wrote and wrote..
Each time.. my heart broke and broke
When I felt myself teetering on the edge..
It's my pen that ran across the page

Hello again diary.. I'm in my teens
But you realize my grass has never been green
You've watched me struggle and struggle again
Failing grades, failing health, failing everything that came
Yet it feels like no one truly cares, it feels like I'm destined for nothing in this world
But hey.. at least I have you

Oh diary, this is my last entry
Feels like I've been writing this for a century
Ooh.. but this time this page isn't for me
It's an apology to everyone I've failed
An apology to the outside world
An apology not just to me but my family, loved ones and anyone who knows me
The pain just won't stop, so this is my last ink drop

Oooh...
Ooooooh...
Mmmmn...
Hmm.. Hmm..

In my head I hear the same things again (idiot, useless, failure, pathetic)
So thats why it felt time to put this diary to an end
I can barely write anymore as is, and I won't buy a new one to start again
So I hope you understand why it has come to this

Oh diary, this is my last entry
Feels like I've been writing this for a century
Ooh.. but this time this page isn't for me
It's an apology to everyone I've failed
An apology to the outside world
An apology not just to me but my family, loved ones and anyone who knows me
The pain just won't stop, so this is my last ink drop

I'm sorry to my mother left all disappointed
I'm sorry to my father watching from the heavens above
I'm sorry to my lover who deserves far far better
And I'm sorry to my friends who put up with me over and over again
And I'm sorry to me for everything

Oh diary, this is my last entry
Feels like I've been writing this for a century
Ooh.. but this time this page isn't for me
It's an apology to everyone I've failed
An apology to the outside world
An apology not just to me but my family, loved ones and anyone who knows me
The pain just won't stop, so this is my last ink drop

"Goodbye diary, thank you for holding all my feelings for so long.. maybe by some chance.. I'll continue writing in you but for now.. this is goodbye"