I used to know exactly who I'd be

Had it all mapped out at seventeen

Now I'm standing where I said I'd never stand

Doing things I swore I'd never do

And I don't recognize this version

Is this really who I am?

Really who I am?

All the dreams I had are dusty photographs

Buried in a drawer I never open anymore

And who was that boy anyway?

Who was that boy?

The one who thought he'd change the world

I've become the things I fought against

Said I'd be different but here I am

Following the patterns I despised

Walking down the same old path

Same old path

I've become the things I fought against

And I don't know how to find my way back

I'm made of remnants now

Remnants now, remnants now

Of all the selves I've been

All the selves I've been

And none of them fit right

None of them, none of them

I'm made of remnants now

Can't tell which parts are mine

Which parts are mine

And which I just picked up along the way

The words I swore I'd never say

Keep slipping out of my mouth

I promised I would be different

But I find myself repeating

All the cycles I tried to break

Tried to break, tried to break

And I'm afraid of things I swore I'd never fear

The years just happened and I wasn't paying attention

Turned around and I'd become

Everything I ran away from

Ran away from

How did I get here?

How did I get here?

I've become the things I fought against

Said I'd be different but here I am

Following the patterns I despised

Walking down the same old path

Same old path

I've become the things I fought against

And I don't know how to find my way back

I'm made of remnants now

Remnants now, remnants now

Of all the selves I've been

All the selves I've been

And none of them fit right

None of them, none of them

I'm made of remnants now

Can't tell which parts are mine

Which parts are mine

And which I just picked up along the way

(Remnants now, remnants now...)

I'm made of remnants now

Remnants now

And maybe that's just how it goes

How it goes

I turned into the person

The person

I was running from

Running from

Without even knowing

Without knowing

(Ooh...)