I built you a throne from the dust and the sky

Carved out my heart just to see you fly

Every tear I caught like it was gold

But the warmth I gave turned so cold

I treated you like a queen I swear

Gave you the world and my every prayer

Did the best I could to make you smile

But I lost myself in the trial

Your laughter was a song I played on repeat

Every moment with you felt bittersweet

I held you up while my knees would shake

But you didn’t see the love I’d break

You stood on the pedestal I made

But shadows fell where my dreams decayed

I gave and I gave till I was none

Yet you turned your back and said we're done

Now the throne is empty the crown misplaced

The love I gave now a ghost in space

I did it all just to see you free

But I lost the man who once was me

I gave you my heart my soul and my time

Built you a castle thought you'd call it mine

I lifted you high where the stars align

But I guess my love was the wrong design

I treated you like a queen in my dream

Gave you my world till it tore at the seam

Did the best I could to keep you above

But you craved the chaos not just my love

I painted the skies with the colors you chose

Planted a garden where only love grows

But the thorns you hid under the rose

Cut me deep in ways no one knows

Now the pedestal’s cracked the shine is gone

I’m standing here but you're moving on

You wanted a spark I gave you a flame

But nothing I did could make you stay the same

I really despise you for making me hate myself

I really did try even if i had bad days

I was not perfect but i really did love you!!

I still love you and im left to love the air

U tore me to pieces with your decision

Now im left here not being able to grasp the concept of everything

My mind cant process everything and it seems it wont!!

So im left with trauma and alot of PTSD

No women will ever pick this broken man up

Seems like im done

Well done

Your plan worked

Santiago flores