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Empty walls are staring back

There is nothing left to pack

Scattered photos fade

Showing choices that I made

Time keeps dragging on

While everything feels wrong

And I can't see the day when

I'll feel whole again

Lying on the floor

Counting every breath

What am I waiting for?

What comes after death?

Is this all there is to see?

All that's left of me?

Is this all there is to feel?

Tell me what is real

The phone lights up at night,

But there's no one there to write

there are fading memories

Of who I used to be

There is no one left to trust,

I've been left out in the dust,

No, time won't slow its pace

In this empty vacant space

Lying on the floor

Counting every breath

What am I waiting for?

What comes after death?

Is this all there is to see?

All that's left of me?

Is this all there is to feel?

Tell me what is real

And what am I waiting for?

I don't want to pretend anymore

Is this all there is to see?

All that's left of me?

Is this all there is to feel?

Tell me what is real

Is this all there is to see?

All that's left of me?

Is this all there is to feel?

Tell me what is real

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Lyrics & Music © 2025 Eardrum_Music

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I have written this lying on the floor directly after a panic attack, many months ago.

For anybody going through the same thoughts, take it from somebody that's been to an absolute low:

There IS more to feel. Even if the current outlook seems hopeless, keep putting one foot in front of the other. That's all you have to do to keep going. One step at a time. No matter how small or insifnificant it feels. If you fall down, get up and keep on going.

Better times and better feelings exist. Maybe not where you are right now, but somewhere. That's enough to keep going.

And they are most definitely worth pushing through for.

You are not alone.