STUDY ME
A restless blend of contemporary RnB, nu-disco, city pop, jazz rock, and electronic funk fusion. Opening with slap bass and funky guitar, synth layers pulse nocturnally. Vocals stack in dynamic doubles with rapid bouncy cadence, breathy lows, pitch-breaking highs, chaotic tempo shifts, yodel-like flips, vocal fry, staccato inserts, sultry and lazy sections, call-and-response interplay, glottal stops, aggressive falsetto, art pop breakdowns, and danceable anxiety. Mid-song glam energy and shibuya-kei flourishes surge, with pastel-neon contrasts. Urban, late-night textures reflect emotionally unstable, saturated melodic phrasing, closing in dramatic power pop and a frenetic, self-aware outro.
STUDY ME
A restless blend of contemporary RnB, nu-disco, city pop, jazz rock, and electronic funk fusion. Opening with slap bass and funky guitar, synth layers pulse nocturnally. Vocals stack in dynamic doubles with rapid bouncy cadence, breathy lows, pitch-breaking highs, chaotic tempo shifts, yodel-like flips, vocal fry, staccato inserts, sultry and lazy sections, call-and-response interplay, glottal stops, aggressive falsetto, art pop breakdowns, and danceable anxiety. Mid-song glam energy and shibuya-kei flourishes surge, with pastel-neon contrasts. Urban, late-night textures reflect emotionally unstable, saturated melodic phrasing, closing in dramatic power pop and a frenetic, self-aware outro.
Lyrics
「自分らしさ」語れるの？
私はまだ“自分”の輪郭
鉛筆でなぞってる途中だよ
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Why’s it so easy for you
To talk about “being yourself”?
I’m still sketching the outline of mine
With a dull pencil, half-erased
口癖も歩き方も
「真似じゃない」って言える自信ないし
SNSの笑い方
だってもう、誰のものか分かんない
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The way I talk, the way I walk—
Can’t say any of it is mine for sure
Even the way I laugh online
I can’t tell whose it is anymore
ねぇ 観察対象としてどう？
面白い？異常？中途半端？
“普通”からずれてるって
勝手に診断しないでよ
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Hey, how do I look as your observation subject?
Interesting? Broken? Just “too much”?
If I’m not “normal,” fine
But don’t diagnose me like you know
STUDY ME
図解じゃ足りないから
もっと 近くで見てよ
何が“壊れてる”のか
証明できるもんならしてみて
解剖しなくてもいい
ただ わたしを知りたいなら
データじゃなくて
この目を見て話してよ
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STUDY ME
Diagrams won’t be enough
If you really want to know me
Find what’s “broken”
And go ahead—prove it if you can
You don’t have to cut me open
Just try to know me for real
Not as data
But as a person—look me in the eye
「何考えてるか分からない」
って それ何回目？
見た目とテンションだけで
感情を評価しないでよ
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“How am I supposed to know what you’re thinking?”
Again with that line?
You can’t read me
If you’re only looking at mood and looks
優しさも わざとらしさも
計算に見えるのならごめんね
そういう風にしか
生き残れなかっただけ
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If kindness sounds fake,
Or my voice feels calculated—sorry
That’s just the only way
I knew how to survive
“問題児”のラベルなんて
一度貼られたら剥がれないんでしょ
じゃあせめて
好きな色のままでいたい
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Once you get labeled a “problem kid”
You don’t get to peel it off
So at the very least
Let me stay in my favorite color
STUDY ME
わたしはテストじゃないよ
正解か不正解かなんて
全部あなたの主観でしょ？
それでも構わない
一度でいい、ちゃんと見て
作り笑いじゃなくて
無言のサイン拾ってよ
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STUDY ME
I’m not some test with answers
Right or wrong is all in your head anyway
And I don’t even care anymore
Just once—look at me for real
Not at my fake smiles
But the silent signs I’ve been throwing
ねぇ 本当は
誰より分かってほしかったんだ
わたしの癖 温度
言葉選び 沈黙の意味
全部、全部
読み解いてほしかっただけ
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Honestly—
More than anything
I just wanted someone to understand
The way I talk
The pauses I make
The way I flinch
The temperature of my voice
All of it
I just wanted someone to notice
STUDY ME
理解されたくないくせに
理解されたいって 矛盾だらけ
心の中ぐちゃぐちゃで
自分でも答えわかんない
それでも それでも
見捨てないで 目を逸らさないで
わたしのままで
ここにいさせてよ
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STUDY ME
I say I don’t want to be understood
But I do
I really do
I’m full of contradictions
My mind’s a mess
I don’t even have the answers
But still, still—
Don’t leave me behind
Don’t look away
Let me exist
Just like this
STUDY ME
何も隠してないのに
誰にも伝わらないこの感情
透明すぎて、痛いの
嘘じゃないってば
泣いてないってば
ねぇ、STUDY ME
“わたし”をさ
まだ諦めないで
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STUDY ME
I’m not hiding anything
And still no one gets what I’m feeling
It’s too transparent—it hurts
I swear I’m not lying
I swear I’m not crying
Hey… STUDY ME
Don’t give up
On the person I might be
今だけは
ちゃんと観察してて
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Just for now—
Please watch me
Closely