해보고 싶었던 게, 드디어 나왔습니다.
욕이 되기 직전, 잘려버린 소리.
말하지 못한 감정이 남긴 흔적을 담은 곡입니다.

I finally made what I’ve always wanted to try.
A sound cut off right before it turns into a curse.
This song captures the traces left by emotions that couldn’t be spoken.

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나를 향 한, grab, snap

부르셨나요

"아....넵."

부르고 던지고,

난, 부르르...,긍정.

꾹, 꾹, 눌러, 눌러.

안으로, 깊이, 꾹, 꾹 눌러.

말 하나 아끼고( 삼키고 )

웃음 하나 붙이고( 퉤!)

인내는 출근 도장( 후우...)


오늘도 무사 통과 하나?(아니네!)


.....

선, 넘었어,안 해, 화 내

내가 던지고, 화를 내보내.

다 내 보내.

원하던 게, 이런거지
타이틀 떼고, 다이.

한 번 풀자, 한 번에 풀자
뒤끝 없이 한판 붙자.

이기려고 하는 게 아니야
내가 받은 열, 뿌리고 싶어.
지금, 이 열, 내보내고 싶어.

아오, 열 받...

그동안 네가 줬던거,
다시, 다 돌려 줄게
배째,(배째!)
락 해제, 잠금 해제.
너가 풀었어, 너가 푼거야.

잡아 두던 이성은 off
너의 비명이, buff
지금까지는, bluff.
배에, 힘, 꽉 쥐어. (Hub!)

꾹, 꾹 (눌러)
꾹, 꾹 (아직)
꾹, 꾹 (오늘도)
안으로 (삼켜)

꾹, 꾹 (눌러)
꾹, 꾹 (아직)
꾹, 꾹 (오늘도)
안으로 (삼켜)

매일 아침마다, 참기 위해 (화이팅!).
날, 치고 빼고,
간 보는거야?.(카이팅!)

꾹, 꾹 (눌러)
꾹, 꾹 (아직)
꾹, 꾹 (오늘도)
안으로 (삼켜)


오늘도 연기, 만점(웃어, 웃어)
참는 연습, 장기전(참아,참아)
분노는 비상구 쪽(초록등 반짝)
출구는 늘 점검 중(언제 끝나)

...
여기까지가, 내가 버틴 선


그래, 네 뜻데로 가자(파이팅!)


오늘, 결국 폭발!,
이걸로 끝인가?, 해치웠나?.



"아..."
"일해야지."

“야!”

네 부르셨나요

부들부들,
속으로 꾹, 꾹 누르며,
머릿속으로만 퍽.

상상 속으로,
상상으로만, 퍽.


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Toward me — grab, snap

Did you call me?

“Ah… nap.”

You call, then throw,
and I—
shiver… comply.

Press, press,
keep pressing.

Inward, deeper,
press, press it down.

Save one word (swallow it)
Paste on a smile (ptui!)
Endurance gets a work stamp (hoo…)

Another day, did I pass safely? (Nope!)

…..

You crossed the line.
No— I won’t. I’m angry.

I throw it back,
let the anger out.

Let it all out.

This is what you wanted, right?
Take off the title.
Fight.

Let’s release it once, all at once.
One clean round, no aftermath.

I’m not trying to win.
I just want to scatter
the heat I was given.
I want this heat
out of me, now.

Ugh. I’m pissed…

Everything you gave me,
I’ll give it all back.
Go ahead, cut me open. (Cut me!)
Unlock. Release the lock.
You opened it.
You did.

The reason I held on to is off.
Your scream is a buff.
Everything so far was a bluff.
Brace the core. Tight. (Hub!)

Press, press (hold it)
Press, press (not yet)
Press, press (today too)
Inside (swallow it)

Press, press (hold it)
Press, press (not yet)
Press, press (today too)
Inside (swallow it)

Every morning, just to endure (fighting!)
You push, then pull,
testing me, right? (kiting!)

Press, press (hold it)
Press, press (not yet)
Press, press (today too)
Inside (swallow it)


Another perfect performance (smile, smile)
Practice endurance, a long game (hold it, hold it)
Anger by the emergency exit (green light flashing)
The exit is always under inspection (when does it end)

…

This is the line
I managed to hold.

Fine.
Let’s go your way. (fighting!)

Today, I finally explode.
Is this the end?
Did I finish it?

“Ah…”
“I should get back to work.”

“Hey!”

Did you call me?

Trembling,
pressing it down, press, press,
only in my head—
bang.

In my imagination,
only there—
bang.