
×As I Am×
metal, double bass, intricate percussion, ambient, math rock. layered guitars, finger tapping
jimmydsausage·4:23

4:23
×As I Am×
metal, double bass, intricate percussion, ambient, math rock. layered guitars, finger tapping
Creator: jimmydsausageRelease Date: February 4, 2026
Lyrics
I spent years drawing lines in the mirror
Trying to cut myself into shape
Every flaw felt louder than thunder
Every silence tasted like shame
I wore borrowed voices like armor
Hid the cracks with borrowed light
But the weight of pretending gets heavier
When you carry it every night
I chased reflections in other people
Hoping I’d finally belong
Measured my worth in their reactions
Wondered where I went wrong
But I found truth in the quiet moments
When no one else was around
There’s a strength in standing unguarded
With both feet touching the ground
So I’m learning to stay
When I want to run
To meet my eyes
When the damage is done
I don’t need fixing
I don’t need a disguise
I’m enough in this moment
Just as I am
[Instrumental]
Now I let the past breathe behind me
Not erased, but understood
Every scar tells part of the story
Of surviving like I could
I won’t shrink to make it easier
Won’t apologize for my name
There’s peace in letting myself exist
Without bargaining with pain
So I’m learning to stay
When I want to run
To hold my ground
When the old doubts come
I don’t need perfect
I don’t need a plan
I’m enough in this moment
Just as I am
[Instrumental]
If I fall, I’ll fall forward
If I break, I’ll still stand
No more waiting for permission
To be who I am
I open my hands to the present
No conditions, no demands
This is me, fully breathing
Just as I am
As I am
As I am
As I am
Just as I am
[Music fades out]
