Different (Remastered)
indie, grunge, rock, sad, nirvana vocalist, some violin recordings
Different (Remastered)
indie, grunge, rock, sad, nirvana vocalist, some violin recordings
Lyrics
Intro – Breathless, fading in like static
So soft…
The way you said it—
Like I wouldn’t remember,
Like it wouldn’t ruin me.
Your breath, steam rising off something dead.
You smiled like the moon—but I know now.
I know now.
It wasn’t light, it was teeth.
Verse I – Slow and heavy, like trudging through snow
You leaned in like it was a secret,
But there was nothing left to hide.
The thunder didn’t scare me.
I was already drowning in the silence
Between your words.
And the rain came
Like it had before—
Cleansing nothing.
Just
marking
everything
I lost.
Chorus – Low growl, rising to a scream
Sleep.
Still thoughts.
Sleep.
Still thoughts.
Sleep.
YOU SAID IT WOULD HELP—
YOU SAID I’D FEEL BETTER—
BUT I’M STILL AWAKE
AND IT’S GETTING
LOUDER.
Verse II – Fractured, disoriented, like falling
My heart races like prey in the dark.
I see lights—but they aren’t stars.
They’re warnings.
They’re exits.
They’re the pills I didn’t take.
Your eyes don’t hold galaxies anymore—
Just black holes.
And I dive in anyway.
Bridge – Whispered madness, faltering sanity
And I hear your voice
in every click
of the lock.
Every footstep
in the hall.
Every time I close my eyes
you’re
there.
And I ask
"Why are you still here?"
But it’s me
It’s me
It’s always been me.
Screamed Chorus – Utter collapse, throat-raw and wild
YOU TOOK MY LAST BREATH
AND CALLED IT MERCY
YOU GAVE ME YOUR BEST
AND KEPT THE CURSE
YOU SAID I WASN’T
DIFFERENT—
YOU WERE
RIGHT.
Verse III – Numb, almost spoken, after the storm
If I had a spine left to snap
I’d stand up.
If my bones weren’t full of static
I’d run.
But I’ve been holding my breath
So long
I forgot
What it’s like
To breathe.
Outro – Like a funeral bell
And it’s already
Too late.
Already
Too far.
Already
Too hollow.
The night doesn’t need me.
The pills don’t want me.
The silence…
Finally
answers.