What is color, what is light.

I have reached the enlightenment.

Trying to find the reason.

What is real ,

what is life.

Where is God.

[chorus].

I was running always looking. Where is truth.

Where is peace.

Where are you God.

When I was young I used to fold paper to make it fly

And pretend that one day I would join in the sky

And become weightless

free from gravity

And explore the horizon

From all that I could see

From land to sea

Like a bird with wings

Now that I’m grown up

I guess that is still my dream

Except my best friend isn’t here to experience it with me

Maybe they are here in spirit, waiting patiently

For me to fold my paper again and let my dreams live

Like we did when we were together

Finding joy in simple things

Laughter

Love and joy

Things in life that are hard to find now that

Time has passed

Into the sublime

I think if they were here they would want me to live

By becoming a child again

Not by turning back time

No one can make fate rewind

But by flipping the sand in my hourglass heart

Reversing the age of my soul

By letting go of what has been keeping me in the dark

By forgiving myself

For dark shades in my memory photo album with you

Dark mixed with light

Where dark are things that could have been more love

And I so desperately want to go back to make things right

And I know I also need to forgive others

That have painted over sections of my own pages

That’s when I hear a whisper

Maybe from you from the other side

Or another source of light

To fold those pages of my memory book that I keep looking at

Into the shape of a paper air plane

And throw them high into the sky

Now I feel weightless and

If there is something greater than my dreams

Then what can it be

Surely the drive to fly and overcome my fears was given to me

By something greater than even my dreams

And if that something exists

Then it must be worth crumpling my paper list

Of things that made me forget

Of the real reason for life

Of the God of love and peace

Jesus, if you are real, then make yourself known to me

[bridge].

I was still running.

Something made me look back. All this time I was running away from god.

Not to him.

He said I never asked.

He had my every step all this time. I finally slowed down to ask him to join me. He said he already has.

[chorus].

I was running always looking. I found truth.

I found peace.

I found God when I lost me.