Yeah, I been walkin’ through the fire with a heart full of doubt
Tryna hear Your voice, but the noise too loud
Got my hands to the sky but my knees hit the floor
Feelin’ distant from You, but I still want more
I’m a mess in the mirror, yeah I see my sin
Same old battles, Lord, where do I begin?
I talk faith on the outside, pain tucked in
Still You knockin’ at my door like “let Me in”
I been runnin’ from truth, tryna do it my way
Chasin’ temporary highs, just to feel okay
But every road that I take got me lost in the dark
Till I feel that conviction hit straight to my heart
You ain’t left me alone even when I stray
Still call me Your son, never push me away
And I don’t understand that kinda love, it’s wild
Why You fight for a broken, stubborn child?

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me
In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free
I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan
Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man
I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him
Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within
Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight
I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

Late nights, dark thoughts, demons in my head
Whisperin’ lies like I’m better off dead
But I know that ain’t truth, yeah I know that voice
Gotta silence the noise, gotta make that choice
Word in my hand but my heart feel numb
Tryna pray but the words don’t come
Still You hear every tear, every broken plea
Even when I don’t speak, You still hear me
I get angry at You like “why this pain?”
Why the storms keep comin’ like endless rain?
But You never promised me a life with ease
Said You’d walk through the fire and the floods with me
So I’m learnin’ to trust even when it hurts
When the blessings feel gone and I’m feelin’ cursed
‘Cause Your love ain’t based on the things I do
It’s a cross, it’s blood, yeah it’s all You

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me
In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free
I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan
Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man
I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him
Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within
Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight
I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

I remember that night when I almost broke
Had the bottle in my hand, lungs full of smoke
Tryna drown out the pain, tryna numb my soul
But I heard Your voice say, “You’re still My own”
That hit different, yeah it cut real deep
How You love me still when I can’t love me
I dropped to my knees, yeah I gave it all
Every fear, every doubt, every hidden wall
Now I’m walkin’ with purpose, got a fire inside
Still flawed, still fightin’, but I’m done with pride
I ain’t perfect, never claimed that I was
Just a sinner saved by ridiculous love
And I’m speakin’ for the ones feelin’ just like me
Caught between who they are and who they’re called to be
You ain’t too far gone, you ain’t too lost
There’s redemption in the blood that was shed on that cross

I been fightin’ with Jesus, but He fightin’ for me
In the middle of my chaos, He still sets me free
I fall down, get up, yeah it’s part of the plan
Grace in His hands, not the strength of a man
I been livin’ and lovin’, but I’m learnin’ it’s Him
Not perfection I’m chasin’, just forgiveness within
Every scar, every sin, yeah He carried the weight
I was fightin’ with Jesus… now I’m wrestlin’ grace

Now I wake up different, got a peace I can’t fake
Still got battles, but I know what’s at stake
Every step, every breath, yeah I’m givin’ it back
To the One who carried me when I went off track
I still stumble, I still fall sometimes
But I’m covered in mercy every single time
Ain’t defined by my past, ain’t chained to my shame
I’ve been washed, I’ve been changed, I ain’t the same
So if you hear this song and you feel that pull
That tug on your heart like your tank ain’t full
That’s Him callin’ you home, don’t ignore that sound
He’ll meet you right there, even rock bottom ground
I was fightin’ with God, now I walk with Christ
Gave Him all of my wrongs, He gave me new life
And I’ll spend every breath, every beat, every day
Wrestlin’ grace ‘til I see Him face to face
Bridge (optional melodic):
I don’t gotta be perfect, just forgiven
I don’t gotta have it all, just be willing
Every step that I take, You’re with me
Even when I fight… You still love me